basically we all want to have a better year when it comes to entering new year. i do too. really hope 2012 gives me the joy and and happiness i always want, without literally writing it down here ;p God knows.
somehow 12012012 is so 'chantiq' for me this year. would never find a unique date again :)
as of 2011, it is a year of recovery for my sadness and misery for the previous year. i recovered well and feeling ok and stress free for quite the whole year. somehow the graph is towards improvement and constant happiness.
2012 please engrave some magnificent future for me. i am ready to new beautiful challenges in life. amin.
Goodbye 2011. i close the book with some best memories i drew with my friends, with my family and my own self.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
another personal event before 2011 closing ;) part 4
tragic
'last meal'Hari ini ada personal event terjadi. hari ini, hari kami tgk wayang...bertiga...aku skin dan qz. skin bertanggungjawab membeli online. bila saat itu tiba...dgn bekalan makanan seludup dari mcd yg mereka bawa (aku tak join sbb da kenyang bfast dgn fara - our last meal 2011 we called it :p)
menggunakan iphone skin utk check-in kan kami bertiga..tiba2 tit...'eh, expired?' kata skin. semangat nak tgk wyg tiba2 bertukar menjadi tragis...kerana skin tersilap pilih tarikh. tarikh penting ye. tarikh yg dibeli...tarikh smlm. ayoyo ;p
hancur luluh nak tgk abg cruise...especially qz yg bukan senang nak tgk wyg huhu...so kami beratur jugak cari tix baru....end up takde time slot sesuai and kalau ada pun cerita sherlock yg mana skin nak tonton dgn hubbynye..wpun pada ketika itu...kami tak kisah duduk berjauhan..for any cerita pun. huhu
so we decided to go to the garden and the next available time slot and movie is 'we bought a zoo' with the price of RM25 per person. ikut kata duit mmg rugi...tp nak alleviate kesedihan setiap orang antara kami bertiga (dgn reason masing2) kami pilih movie ini. ikutkan berbaloi tgk movie berlawan2 or machine gun all around sbb system surround lg best...tp takpelah...at that point of time...that is the next best movie we agreed to watch :)
sbnrnya kalau takde jugak movie....kitorang pilih karok jer... ;p
basically..we were the only audience for about 1o minutes haha so i never actually took picture in cinema..so we did hihi and i even took a short video ekekeke ;p then a grandma i supposed with her grand daughter joined us. so 5 org satu big wyg hihi.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
another personal event before 2011 closing ;) part 3
tak tau la ini dipangil personal event yg best ke tak...tp i believe it was an event that meant to happen to me ihiks ;p
yesterday, when i went for my touch-up for my rebonding session, the hairdresser tanya aku berapa harga aku deal dgn dia aritu...so aku ckp 'one eighty' and dia dgr óne seventy' aku mengiyakan aje :p
then bila duduk kat kerusi...dia tanya lg...'siapa yg ckp itu hari...'
aku ckp 'you lah'...then something dia ckp 'i ckp seratus ka?' or something like that...x logic la rambut aku rm100. aku pun ckp 'satu tujuh' and tah kenapa dia dgr... 'oo.. satu lima' aku pun mengiyakan..'aaa' :)
ni nama rezeki jgn ditolak...from rm180 to rm170 to rm150.
masa menjawab rasa sedikit tak jujur...tp aku rasa mesti tuhan taknak bg aku kene tipu dgn salon tu...180 adalah mahal utkku and aku kene tekan maybe...sbb aku tak tau hrg range dia...jd 150 adalah harga adil utk ku. it's a soothing reason isnt it :)
p/s hari ni tgk sherlock homes. best! sama best dgn the first :) so cute the friendship of Homes and Dr.
pp/s or ps/s haha: perasan tak hari ni 29 haribulan. kali terakir aku type 29. kali terakhir aku tulis 29. kali terakhir aku sebut 29 :p
Dan hari ni aku masih 29 :)
yesterday, when i went for my touch-up for my rebonding session, the hairdresser tanya aku berapa harga aku deal dgn dia aritu...so aku ckp 'one eighty' and dia dgr óne seventy' aku mengiyakan aje :p
then bila duduk kat kerusi...dia tanya lg...'siapa yg ckp itu hari...'
aku ckp 'you lah'...then something dia ckp 'i ckp seratus ka?' or something like that...x logic la rambut aku rm100. aku pun ckp 'satu tujuh' and tah kenapa dia dgr... 'oo.. satu lima' aku pun mengiyakan..'aaa' :)
ni nama rezeki jgn ditolak...from rm180 to rm170 to rm150.
masa menjawab rasa sedikit tak jujur...tp aku rasa mesti tuhan taknak bg aku kene tipu dgn salon tu...180 adalah mahal utkku and aku kene tekan maybe...sbb aku tak tau hrg range dia...jd 150 adalah harga adil utk ku. it's a soothing reason isnt it :)
p/s hari ni tgk sherlock homes. best! sama best dgn the first :) so cute the friendship of Homes and Dr.
pp/s or ps/s haha: perasan tak hari ni 29 haribulan. kali terakir aku type 29. kali terakhir aku tulis 29. kali terakhir aku sebut 29 :p
Dan hari ni aku masih 29 :)
Monday, December 26, 2011
all the not so crazy things we did...
hari ni satu rumah gi lunch sama...havent done it quite some time. more than 4 months maybe...oh, this is not 'crazy thing'
this evening kak radhi and i went jogging...we went for jog at the field near our house. sblm jog, kak radi ada gurau on pekena teh tarik and i could not tahan bila org lawe/ajk. aku terbyg utk minum teh tarik. setelah jogging yg tak seberapa pusingan tu, kaki membawa ke kedai mamak....knowing that we did not bring any money..so plannye to ask the mamak to let us hutang, if ok then we order hehe.
we are confident of course sbb we are regular customers :) bwh rumah jek kot. so when we sat, along came a new mamak...kak radi did the intro...'kitorang duk sini'...and the mamak was like sengih and the face turned to so-what face hihi..he could not get it...so i asked to panggil mamak lain yg familiar....
kak radi told him that we just came back from our jog and we did not bring any money...so we all like sengih2 and he got it....so we ordered....2 teh ais...supposed 1 roti canai because i did not want to eat...tp style sure tak sure...so end up from far she said to the mamak '2 eh 2 roti canai' haha...so i must makan...
kak radi wanted to swim after jog, so since i had eaten roti canai and teh ais, i must swim :)
i havent swim in the evening before...i forgot how cerah it could be underwater...so while we did some bubbling...i did some gile style sbb boring...i could see kak radi underwater clearly...so obviously she could see me....so i did ultraman and the 3rd attempt she saw it and we laughed out loud...and we started doing ultraman, i showed some pistol sign....and all like slowmo underwater...so funny! at one point i saw kak radi like anime hihih
then we swimmed and while we were relaxing for a while, i started to do synchronous swimming haha...and kak radi joined in and i said why dont we perform depan siti who was supposedly turun later....but she never did haha. i can magine if we did for real! sbb kepala dah tengah giler kan ;p
that was something kan...out of ordinary we do some crazy-childish thing just to have some laugh and fun! we did!
next idea...to do some game under water....tak ingat ape panggil nye...but it is something like sorang buat gaya perbuatan tu and sorang lagi teka....mesti best...dah la kene tahan nafas...slowmo...doing all the action...then org nak teka kene pk dlm air...dah ada jwpn br naik on the surface.
this evening kak radhi and i went jogging...we went for jog at the field near our house. sblm jog, kak radi ada gurau on pekena teh tarik and i could not tahan bila org lawe/ajk. aku terbyg utk minum teh tarik. setelah jogging yg tak seberapa pusingan tu, kaki membawa ke kedai mamak....knowing that we did not bring any money..so plannye to ask the mamak to let us hutang, if ok then we order hehe.
we are confident of course sbb we are regular customers :) bwh rumah jek kot. so when we sat, along came a new mamak...kak radi did the intro...'kitorang duk sini'...and the mamak was like sengih and the face turned to so-what face hihi..he could not get it...so i asked to panggil mamak lain yg familiar....
kak radi told him that we just came back from our jog and we did not bring any money...so we all like sengih2 and he got it....so we ordered....2 teh ais...supposed 1 roti canai because i did not want to eat...tp style sure tak sure...so end up from far she said to the mamak '2 eh 2 roti canai' haha...so i must makan...
kak radi wanted to swim after jog, so since i had eaten roti canai and teh ais, i must swim :)
i havent swim in the evening before...i forgot how cerah it could be underwater...so while we did some bubbling...i did some gile style sbb boring...i could see kak radi underwater clearly...so obviously she could see me....so i did ultraman and the 3rd attempt she saw it and we laughed out loud...and we started doing ultraman, i showed some pistol sign....and all like slowmo underwater...so funny! at one point i saw kak radi like anime hihih
then we swimmed and while we were relaxing for a while, i started to do synchronous swimming haha...and kak radi joined in and i said why dont we perform depan siti who was supposedly turun later....but she never did haha. i can magine if we did for real! sbb kepala dah tengah giler kan ;p
that was something kan...out of ordinary we do some crazy-childish thing just to have some laugh and fun! we did!
next idea...to do some game under water....tak ingat ape panggil nye...but it is something like sorang buat gaya perbuatan tu and sorang lagi teka....mesti best...dah la kene tahan nafas...slowmo...doing all the action...then org nak teka kene pk dlm air...dah ada jwpn br naik on the surface.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
another personal event before 2011 closing ;) part 2
fara belanja makan WIP kat BSC. tmpt dia cosy. i like the ambiance. penutup tirai 2011 yg bagus :) thanx fara!
aku happy mlm tu despite gastrik/sebu perut...get together mlm tu with karen and nazrul mmg fun.
aku happy mlm tu despite gastrik/sebu perut...get together mlm tu with karen and nazrul mmg fun.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
another personal event before 2011 closing ;)
yeye! kita da ada hp. wahai blogku....ku sudah ada iphone 4 yg hujung nya 's' hihi :)
Thursday, December 8, 2011
bila back to december
kata taylor swift...tapi aku taknak citer pasal tu hehe
bulan december ni....tiba2 aku rasa season membaca aku datang....lama tak baca buku....dekat setahun agknya....perasaan itu didorong plak dgn perasaan nak tolak tax utk tahun depan...walaupun tak bnyk mana la kan haha...takat 2-3 buku...50 sen jek dia tolak ;p
so aku pergi ke kedai biasa aku kat ampcorp mall...aku mmg balik2 baca novel2 yg cliche and tak pernah suka nak baca genre lain yg mature, asal pegang buku mcm tu letak balik...buku2 biography ke, true story ke, motivational story...balik2 fantasi hihi...
tiba2 hari tu, aku ter detik nak baca buku yg up skit... aku ikut instinct aku...so end up aku percaya buku yg aku rasa ada connection bila tgk tajuk dia, aku amik....
'how starbucks saved my life?' - buku ni dah habis baca. mmg dah lama aku tak enjoy baca buku kulit ke kulit..i tend to read in the middle, the end, the beginning....berterabur selalunya....but this time around...aku habis kulit ke kulit tanpa aku tau page last sekali muka surat berapa.... mmg best story dia...true story never fail to enlighten me.extra info aku dpt ialah ttg starbuck...ttg real life of a borned wealthy person jadi miskin tahap terpaksa jadi waiter di starbuck....pilihan instinct aku berjaya. in fact aku rasa this book should be turn to movie. dan tom hanks sependapat dgn aku :) dia beli hak utk terbit this movie and jadi the real-character itu nanti.
sekarang, masuk buku kedua...stolen lives - twenty years in a desert jail. masih page 40-an and i learn lg bnyk pasal kehidupan lagi kaya di kalangan raja. penah terpikir ke kita hunting panther tgh mlm naik helicopter? hobi raja. kisah keluarga malika oufkir - yg serve raja. aku engross jugak dgn buku ini.
dan ketiga...sbb aku takut aku tak enjoy baca buku tu dua-dua, aku bli gak buku novel cliche satu buat backup reading...end up tak kisah pun buku tu....hihihi...nnt la bila buku 2nd dah habis....aku baca for light reading ewah....
p/s first time tgk gold class. tak kisah la citer ape janji tix free :) citer breaking dawn pun breaking dawn lah....terima kasih kat housemate nye kwn yg baik hati...celah gigi jek bg gold class, dah kata keje kat gsc :) - what an end year event hihih...hope to have a few events end year yg tak disangka2 sblm tutup tirai...
bulan december ni....tiba2 aku rasa season membaca aku datang....lama tak baca buku....dekat setahun agknya....perasaan itu didorong plak dgn perasaan nak tolak tax utk tahun depan...walaupun tak bnyk mana la kan haha...takat 2-3 buku...50 sen jek dia tolak ;p
so aku pergi ke kedai biasa aku kat ampcorp mall...aku mmg balik2 baca novel2 yg cliche and tak pernah suka nak baca genre lain yg mature, asal pegang buku mcm tu letak balik...buku2 biography ke, true story ke, motivational story...balik2 fantasi hihi...
tiba2 hari tu, aku ter detik nak baca buku yg up skit... aku ikut instinct aku...so end up aku percaya buku yg aku rasa ada connection bila tgk tajuk dia, aku amik....
'how starbucks saved my life?' - buku ni dah habis baca. mmg dah lama aku tak enjoy baca buku kulit ke kulit..i tend to read in the middle, the end, the beginning....berterabur selalunya....but this time around...aku habis kulit ke kulit tanpa aku tau page last sekali muka surat berapa.... mmg best story dia...true story never fail to enlighten me.extra info aku dpt ialah ttg starbuck...ttg real life of a borned wealthy person jadi miskin tahap terpaksa jadi waiter di starbuck....pilihan instinct aku berjaya. in fact aku rasa this book should be turn to movie. dan tom hanks sependapat dgn aku :) dia beli hak utk terbit this movie and jadi the real-character itu nanti.
sekarang, masuk buku kedua...stolen lives - twenty years in a desert jail. masih page 40-an and i learn lg bnyk pasal kehidupan lagi kaya di kalangan raja. penah terpikir ke kita hunting panther tgh mlm naik helicopter? hobi raja. kisah keluarga malika oufkir - yg serve raja. aku engross jugak dgn buku ini.
dan ketiga...sbb aku takut aku tak enjoy baca buku tu dua-dua, aku bli gak buku novel cliche satu buat backup reading...end up tak kisah pun buku tu....hihihi...nnt la bila buku 2nd dah habis....aku baca for light reading ewah....
p/s first time tgk gold class. tak kisah la citer ape janji tix free :) citer breaking dawn pun breaking dawn lah....terima kasih kat housemate nye kwn yg baik hati...celah gigi jek bg gold class, dah kata keje kat gsc :) - what an end year event hihih...hope to have a few events end year yg tak disangka2 sblm tutup tirai...
Thursday, November 24, 2011
kalau aku femes di langit
statement yg aku suka : "dia tidak terkenal di dunia, tapi dia terkenal di langit"
statement yg aku baca dari sebuah buku.
aku suka bayang, suka bertanya ttg alam lagi satu...tp aku tanya kat diri sendiri...
kalau ko diberi melihat langit, sanggup kah ko tinggal kan perihal dunia. orang yg tgk langit mmg power2 orgnya. ahli suffi, ahli tasauf...kalau tak silap la. kebanyakan org2 sebegini, mesti dunia dia tak berapa indah pakainya...kalau zaman khalifah, baju koyak2, gembala kambing....they totally let go dunia. it must be cantik life in the sky!
utk ke sana, kene ada amalan....sanggup ke buat amalan...aku mcm tak tercapai nak buat. yg sedia ada pun...hhmm...
tp aku suka baca jalan org ke sana. sbb dia bukak minda aku utk berfikir luar dari logic. dari akal.
dia buat aku rasa there is so much more in life.
salah sorang ahli tasauf aku baca tu, kain dlm beg dia masa dia meninggal di khemah perang, adalah kain yg ditenun malaikat. mesti cantik. maka kain itu jadi kapannya.
bayang kan hati nabi dibasuh malaikat, bayangkan ala2 ER manusia...tapi ER malaikat lagi hebat...takde kesan jahitan.
best tau baca bende2 mcm ni. bila dah banyak gossip artis dlm kepala, cerita series/ movies omputih dlm akal, sesekali diri dipenuhkan dgn bacaan mcm ni...rasa mcm ada satu keghairahan nak tau lg. rasa excited.
tapi aku manusia. utk constant sesuatu yg sukar. aku pilih jln bila tergerak nak baca, nak amik tahu...aku cari.
wording dlm cerita mcm ni selalu aku rasa unik. pilihan ayat yg simple but power. i do feel people nowadays...they live in syariat only...i do believe that to do syariat is to know the history, the 'why' behind it...so that when you do it, you do it ikhlas....not just buat sebab disuruh without knowing the beauty behind it. tak salah....aku pun buat jek disuruh...tu yg tertinggal2 ;p
tak salah buat disuruh tanpa faham...kerana kita manusia akhir zaman...kira hebat ape...manusia zaman ni buat ape disuruh tanpa soal demi iman. kira ada iman ape walaupun skit. sbb tu manusia akhir zaman tu special.
org2 ini...diorang buat sbb diorang tau ada ganjarannya...diorang rasa ganjarannya....sbb tu diorang buat dgn ikhlas...sbb ganjarannya mesti beyond your imagination...ibarat mkn aiskirm yg paling best di dunia....tp sbnrnya aiskrim syurga gile2 sedap...tp tak terbayang dek akal. tak pernah tau wujud rasa tu. then how they feel takut to God. mcm kita takut dgn mak abah...they physically takut dgn Allah. how they feel malu, they really feel malu...ibarat tuhan ada di depan mata.
p/s hari ni dah 24 November dah.... next week cuti....see you jb!
statement yg aku baca dari sebuah buku.
aku suka bayang, suka bertanya ttg alam lagi satu...tp aku tanya kat diri sendiri...
kalau ko diberi melihat langit, sanggup kah ko tinggal kan perihal dunia. orang yg tgk langit mmg power2 orgnya. ahli suffi, ahli tasauf...kalau tak silap la. kebanyakan org2 sebegini, mesti dunia dia tak berapa indah pakainya...kalau zaman khalifah, baju koyak2, gembala kambing....they totally let go dunia. it must be cantik life in the sky!
utk ke sana, kene ada amalan....sanggup ke buat amalan...aku mcm tak tercapai nak buat. yg sedia ada pun...hhmm...
tp aku suka baca jalan org ke sana. sbb dia bukak minda aku utk berfikir luar dari logic. dari akal.
dia buat aku rasa there is so much more in life.
salah sorang ahli tasauf aku baca tu, kain dlm beg dia masa dia meninggal di khemah perang, adalah kain yg ditenun malaikat. mesti cantik. maka kain itu jadi kapannya.
bayang kan hati nabi dibasuh malaikat, bayangkan ala2 ER manusia...tapi ER malaikat lagi hebat...takde kesan jahitan.
best tau baca bende2 mcm ni. bila dah banyak gossip artis dlm kepala, cerita series/ movies omputih dlm akal, sesekali diri dipenuhkan dgn bacaan mcm ni...rasa mcm ada satu keghairahan nak tau lg. rasa excited.
tapi aku manusia. utk constant sesuatu yg sukar. aku pilih jln bila tergerak nak baca, nak amik tahu...aku cari.
wording dlm cerita mcm ni selalu aku rasa unik. pilihan ayat yg simple but power. i do feel people nowadays...they live in syariat only...i do believe that to do syariat is to know the history, the 'why' behind it...so that when you do it, you do it ikhlas....not just buat sebab disuruh without knowing the beauty behind it. tak salah....aku pun buat jek disuruh...tu yg tertinggal2 ;p
tak salah buat disuruh tanpa faham...kerana kita manusia akhir zaman...kira hebat ape...manusia zaman ni buat ape disuruh tanpa soal demi iman. kira ada iman ape walaupun skit. sbb tu manusia akhir zaman tu special.
org2 ini...diorang buat sbb diorang tau ada ganjarannya...diorang rasa ganjarannya....sbb tu diorang buat dgn ikhlas...sbb ganjarannya mesti beyond your imagination...ibarat mkn aiskirm yg paling best di dunia....tp sbnrnya aiskrim syurga gile2 sedap...tp tak terbayang dek akal. tak pernah tau wujud rasa tu. then how they feel takut to God. mcm kita takut dgn mak abah...they physically takut dgn Allah. how they feel malu, they really feel malu...ibarat tuhan ada di depan mata.
p/s hari ni dah 24 November dah.... next week cuti....see you jb!
Monday, November 14, 2011
bila akhir zaman...
dari sekolah dgr, bila akhir zaman, masa berlalu cepat....masa dulu tak rasa...skrg mmg rasa...tp aku takdelah rasa like 'rasa' you see...
tp one day, bila aku and housemate sedang berdiri kat balcony rumah and we were facing the sun. masa tu nak sunset...seingat aku masa kecik2, nak tgk sunset mmg la payah sbb lama sgt nak tgk matahari tu terbenam....kalau takat 5 minit gi memana ngadap balik matahari tu masih je kat tmpt sama or gerak skit jek.... nak menunggu tu mcm ape je...end up boring trus tak tgk sunset...sbb tak tahan nak tgu....lama.
ok bebalik pada citer...so aku gi la jap mana tah dapur kot...katakan la basuh tangan and ape yg aku buat tu mcm tak sampai 5 minit...tiba2 housemate aku panggil...gya...cpt tgk ni!
igt kan ape lah kan....dia tunjuk matahari tadi yg tgh nak sunset dah takde...padahal 5 minit tak sampai...matahari yg bulat penuh tu dah takde...
masa tu aku rasa cepat gile matahari tu hilang....tak sama masa 20 tahun dulu...hari tu aku 'rasa' masa berlalu. masa berlalu pantas. btul la ni...tanda2 akhir zaman...
tp one day, bila aku and housemate sedang berdiri kat balcony rumah and we were facing the sun. masa tu nak sunset...seingat aku masa kecik2, nak tgk sunset mmg la payah sbb lama sgt nak tgk matahari tu terbenam....kalau takat 5 minit gi memana ngadap balik matahari tu masih je kat tmpt sama or gerak skit jek.... nak menunggu tu mcm ape je...end up boring trus tak tgk sunset...sbb tak tahan nak tgu....lama.
ok bebalik pada citer...so aku gi la jap mana tah dapur kot...katakan la basuh tangan and ape yg aku buat tu mcm tak sampai 5 minit...tiba2 housemate aku panggil...gya...cpt tgk ni!
igt kan ape lah kan....dia tunjuk matahari tadi yg tgh nak sunset dah takde...padahal 5 minit tak sampai...matahari yg bulat penuh tu dah takde...
masa tu aku rasa cepat gile matahari tu hilang....tak sama masa 20 tahun dulu...hari tu aku 'rasa' masa berlalu. masa berlalu pantas. btul la ni...tanda2 akhir zaman...
ada apa dgn 7777
Satu hari ada kwn aku chat dgn aku citer pasal what happened in his day when he sent his wife to work...dia nmpk...
ada viva masuk parking...plate JY7777
pastu ada myvi belakang dia JLD7777
pastu kat luar ada vios plate SA7777Y
aku rasa arinie ari7777
aku gelak....ckp kat dia jarang2 bende mcm ni berlaku...
kira moment ni dia terpilih utk menyaksikan.
ada viva masuk parking...plate JY7777
pastu ada myvi belakang dia JLD7777
pastu kat luar ada vios plate SA7777Y
aku rasa arinie ari7777
aku gelak....ckp kat dia jarang2 bende mcm ni berlaku...
kira moment ni dia terpilih utk menyaksikan.
Friday, November 4, 2011
In TIme
When i think that no more new ideas can be turned into movies, along came In Time. Fucking good fresh idea movie. I am so impressed. i was asking, who's the brain behind this idea, this movie.
I thought money still exists in the movie, but hey...time is the currency. how come this movie is not mass promoted? cerita sang vampire pulak promote bagai nak rak hihihih ;p no offence to the fans haha
p/s first time rasa justin timberlake is an actor
I thought money still exists in the movie, but hey...time is the currency. how come this movie is not mass promoted? cerita sang vampire pulak promote bagai nak rak hihihih ;p no offence to the fans haha
p/s first time rasa justin timberlake is an actor
Monday, October 31, 2011
macam2 style
aku suka tulis tarikh 30.10.11. kedua suka 30.10.2011.
aku tak suka tulis 30/10/11 atau 30/10/2011.
takde perasaan bila tulis 30 October 2011. ada perasaan skit bila tulis 30 Oct 2011.
lagi style tulis 30Oct2011. rapat-rapat. ada macam bg personaliti pada tarikh itu.
so temanya...aku suka tulis tarikh dgn format ini - 30.10.11 dan 30Oct2011.
temanya lagi..dah sepuluh bulan berlalu dalam tahun dua ribu sebelas ini.
aku tak suka tulis 30/10/11 atau 30/10/2011.
takde perasaan bila tulis 30 October 2011. ada perasaan skit bila tulis 30 Oct 2011.
lagi style tulis 30Oct2011. rapat-rapat. ada macam bg personaliti pada tarikh itu.
so temanya...aku suka tulis tarikh dgn format ini - 30.10.11 dan 30Oct2011.
temanya lagi..dah sepuluh bulan berlalu dalam tahun dua ribu sebelas ini.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
hari ini hari ape?
i went to robinson sales this morning...shop la sket but not the very thing that i had in mind sbb takde plak cadar and comforter set kat robinson...surprisingly! as i walked out from robinson... i saw this iklan yg tertampal di dinding kaca robinson itu...something2 '10% instant rebate'. when i asked the sales person, she asked me to go to customer service which i yg suggest at the first place huhu... bila pergi customer service, i just queue first, then this sales girl tanya nak redeem voucher? i said i saw the iklan of 10% instant rebate, what is that? dgn kata lain...aku layak tak dapat rebate tu huhu...she looked blur...mcm tak pernah tau ada 10% instant rebate tu, padahal merata2 iklan tu...mcm diorang tak pernah tau...so aku tanya, queue ni queue ape...so she said, sape2 yg bli more than rm200, dpt towel and rm300++ dpt something else....so aku like rm100++ aku assume aku tak dpt la...so aku blah...tiba2 akal panjang aku yg lmbt ini tertanya, nape lah tak tanya dia, so saya yg beli rm100++ ni sambil tunjuk resit kat dia dapat ape??? tp aku tgk, queue dah panjang...so malas la kan....sambil terpk2 dpt tak aku patutnya ape2 heheh
cerita kedua hari ini, niat nak jogging membuak2 ptg ni...around 3pm dah hujan2...so towards ptg dah berenti..tp cuaca mendung....but no hujan...so aku pun drive pegi ke tmn desa blakang uma aku...tgh drive, tba2 hujan renyai2...aku masih berharap...so aku trus drive lg, mana tau side sana tak hujan...semakin drive semakin lebat....aku still berdegil hahaha...sambil pk2 kalau hujan jugak kat sana...aku nak steam rambut....akhirnya ternyata hujan...sambil mencari2 parking utk gi buat rambut, hujan mcm stop...adalah setitis dua hehe...so aku gi drive ke tmpt jogging tu jugak....tp kat sana, hujannya 3-4 titik plak.....tp aku nmpk this pakcik bwk anjing ala2 serigala sambil pegang payung bwk anjing nye yg sangat excited nak jejalan dlm hujan....bwk anjing nye jalan....sorang lg pakcik pun sama...bwk payung sambil jln dlm taman tu....dan aku boleh terpk....aku nak kene bwk payung gak ke buat excersice jalan? aku berpk...nak ke aku tergolong dlm kumpulan ittew hahaha....semangat btul....so nasib baik aku tak nak se geng dgn pakcik2 itu haha...so aku patah balik gi buat steam rambut....harga rm60 tp aku puas hati sbb aku dpt buat blow curl hihi :D
p/s dari semlm kul 11.30pm sampai aku tulis ni 9.41pm, bunga api tak henti2 main....smlm lg la....mcm pesta bunga api dari tingkat uma 20 aku....aku mcm tgk event lak...
cerita kedua hari ini, niat nak jogging membuak2 ptg ni...around 3pm dah hujan2...so towards ptg dah berenti..tp cuaca mendung....but no hujan...so aku pun drive pegi ke tmn desa blakang uma aku...tgh drive, tba2 hujan renyai2...aku masih berharap...so aku trus drive lg, mana tau side sana tak hujan...semakin drive semakin lebat....aku still berdegil hahaha...sambil pk2 kalau hujan jugak kat sana...aku nak steam rambut....akhirnya ternyata hujan...sambil mencari2 parking utk gi buat rambut, hujan mcm stop...adalah setitis dua hehe...so aku gi drive ke tmpt jogging tu jugak....tp kat sana, hujannya 3-4 titik plak.....tp aku nmpk this pakcik bwk anjing ala2 serigala sambil pegang payung bwk anjing nye yg sangat excited nak jejalan dlm hujan....bwk anjing nye jalan....sorang lg pakcik pun sama...bwk payung sambil jln dlm taman tu....dan aku boleh terpk....aku nak kene bwk payung gak ke buat excersice jalan? aku berpk...nak ke aku tergolong dlm kumpulan ittew hahaha....semangat btul....so nasib baik aku tak nak se geng dgn pakcik2 itu haha...so aku patah balik gi buat steam rambut....harga rm60 tp aku puas hati sbb aku dpt buat blow curl hihi :D
p/s dari semlm kul 11.30pm sampai aku tulis ni 9.41pm, bunga api tak henti2 main....smlm lg la....mcm pesta bunga api dari tingkat uma 20 aku....aku mcm tgk event lak...
Thursday, October 20, 2011
stagnant moment
My friends at my office are basically the colleagues of the other department at the same floor. ironically, my own department co-workers are just my mere colleagues. A few days lately, my friends have all these workshop and meeting to attend outside the office and the floor was quiet.. i also quite busy this week, still i notice the office was empty.
but today, many returns...and the office alive again but surprisingly i feel the office is empty. the friends back in the office, but they are busy talking about works with each other..they can laugh talking about works together... i dont find it in my line of work, no laughs with my colleagues...my friends' works somehow interrelated to each other, something to share...mine was like, what, 3 people sharing the work and the rest are disconnected from the unit. suddenly i feel takde orang kat office...
maybe because today i am not feeling well so i went back and just work half day..
but i definitely think that i must move on to find a new adventure before i stuck to this cubicle forever..
they will forget me faster than i will forget them... it's human. i see people go out from this company and within a day or 2, people forget, people move on. i just hope they remember me more than 3 days :)
but today, many returns...and the office alive again but surprisingly i feel the office is empty. the friends back in the office, but they are busy talking about works with each other..they can laugh talking about works together... i dont find it in my line of work, no laughs with my colleagues...my friends' works somehow interrelated to each other, something to share...mine was like, what, 3 people sharing the work and the rest are disconnected from the unit. suddenly i feel takde orang kat office...
maybe because today i am not feeling well so i went back and just work half day..
but i definitely think that i must move on to find a new adventure before i stuck to this cubicle forever..
they will forget me faster than i will forget them... it's human. i see people go out from this company and within a day or 2, people forget, people move on. i just hope they remember me more than 3 days :)
Sunday, October 16, 2011
real steel
rasanya ini ialah cerita robot yg berjaya menambat hatiku.. personally, i love this movie over transformer :)
robot dia ada bg emotion impact, jgn ckp Atom, Noisy Boy pun ble bg aku rasa emosi bila dia kalah...wlpun aku tau dia akan kalah.... Atom takyah citer la....comel in his moves :)
patutnya dia dance dekat end part :) lagi sweet!
pendorong utk aku menonton cerita robot ni mulanya hugh jackman...tp bila keluar from cinema, i just love the whole package :D
2 movies back2back....what's your number? (a chick flick) patutnya nak tgk musketeers tp slot lmbt sgt & real steel..awesome utk habiskan 2 free tix on weekends hihi
robot dia ada bg emotion impact, jgn ckp Atom, Noisy Boy pun ble bg aku rasa emosi bila dia kalah...wlpun aku tau dia akan kalah.... Atom takyah citer la....comel in his moves :)
patutnya dia dance dekat end part :) lagi sweet!
pendorong utk aku menonton cerita robot ni mulanya hugh jackman...tp bila keluar from cinema, i just love the whole package :D
2 movies back2back....what's your number? (a chick flick) patutnya nak tgk musketeers tp slot lmbt sgt & real steel..awesome utk habiskan 2 free tix on weekends hihi
Friday, October 7, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
Yuna @ DFP
her music is deep and variety and not quite mainstream. compared to reza salleh yg musiknya aku label as enjoy and cool..yuna a bit berat, tp berat yg sedap. of course dia ada nyanyi lagu rancak gak... but when you listen to some of her quite complex music arrangement, you know dia dalam level tersendiri.
in terms of interaction, i think reza salleh is more fun and spontaneous...yuna hafal the jokes but it works ;)
in terms of interaction, i think reza salleh is more fun and spontaneous...yuna hafal the jokes but it works ;)
Sunday, September 11, 2011
lupa birthday mama...TIDAK!!
dalam sejarah aku rasa aku terlupa bday mama. aku selalu pastikan aku igt...slalunya mmg igt! hari ni 10 sept, lupa habis....dah la bday sani pun hampir lupa, nasib baik bukak fb ;p
bila igt bday sani, of course igt bday mama, tp hari ni jadik tak igt... then mama pun sms..
'i feel so sad when not all my children remember my birthday'
nasib baik aku baca sms tu cpt...ting!! mmg lupa la kan...cecepat aku call and say sorry...igt suara mama sedih ke...nasib baik...dia kata nak dengki aku ;p...ok la tu ma... 2 kali awk lupa bday saya, so ni return ekekekek....
aku ckp kita celebrate kat langkawi bulan 10 nih hihi...mmg itu pun hadiah nye... cuti2 langkawi :)
p/s aku rasa aku dpt penyakit lupa bday ni ikut DNA mak aku la hihi but that does not mean i dont love people that i dont remember birthdaynya.. :D luv tau!!
bila igt bday sani, of course igt bday mama, tp hari ni jadik tak igt... then mama pun sms..
'i feel so sad when not all my children remember my birthday'
nasib baik aku baca sms tu cpt...ting!! mmg lupa la kan...cecepat aku call and say sorry...igt suara mama sedih ke...nasib baik...dia kata nak dengki aku ;p...ok la tu ma... 2 kali awk lupa bday saya, so ni return ekekekek....
aku ckp kita celebrate kat langkawi bulan 10 nih hihi...mmg itu pun hadiah nye... cuti2 langkawi :)
p/s aku rasa aku dpt penyakit lupa bday ni ikut DNA mak aku la hihi but that does not mean i dont love people that i dont remember birthdaynya.. :D luv tau!!
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
raya wish
Pada satu hari...dekat2 nak raya...datang satu note di kereta.
"Good morning and selamat hari raya. sorry, no money to buy you a card. drive safe!" (tertera nama, masa, no.plate dan no.hp)
sbg individu yg berbudi bahasa...aku balas cara yg sama...
"good morning. thanks for the wish" (tertera nama sahaja)
tapi hari ni aku terserempak dgn jiran itu...aku kene 'marah' sbb tak bg nombor phone haha. dia kata aku kedekut kui kui kui ;p
"Good morning and selamat hari raya. sorry, no money to buy you a card. drive safe!" (tertera nama, masa, no.plate dan no.hp)
sbg individu yg berbudi bahasa...aku balas cara yg sama...
"good morning. thanks for the wish" (tertera nama sahaja)
tapi hari ni aku terserempak dgn jiran itu...aku kene 'marah' sbb tak bg nombor phone haha. dia kata aku kedekut kui kui kui ;p
Monday, August 15, 2011
aku dan nombor2 dlm hidup aku
from little, i think i have trouble with numbers.. i tend to forget, i cant memorize. i am lucky to know my ic, my hp ;p till now, i only know my number...i tried a few times to memorize other people's number for let say my mom...damn i cannot remember..huhu
a few lucky numbers did stuck in my head...maybe because the number is awesome? :) some numbers are lucky to get in my head hihi... i cant remember my frens number plate...i remember the alphabet but not the number hhuhu... AGE, JME, CBW etc. nombor bersepah2...mintak maap dulu la...mmg tak ble ingat...pls do not be offended, i did not remember my kancil number during its service let alone after i sold it. 6406 or 6404 ;p selalu confuse.
so bila tak ingat number...number yg plg bersalah tak ingat...birthday. hari ni aku lupa birthday fara. sorri fara!(if u read this). birthday dia smlm. birthday ennie aku start ingat bila selepas 3 tahun ke 4 tahun berkawan...br aku igt.. padahal senang giler nak ingat kot... teacher's day.
tp kalau org lahir january aku tend tu ingat hehe...or tarikh cantik like dian 11.11.
masa kecik2 matematik score plak..
oleh itu kwn2 ku jgn merajuk ok... think it this way...korang ada kawan yg unik yg lemah tang memorizing numbers. (fyi, fara tak merajuk. fara cool ekekeke)
p/s tp tang duit aku tak pernah lupa :) fabulous kan? ihiks
a few lucky numbers did stuck in my head...maybe because the number is awesome? :) some numbers are lucky to get in my head hihi... i cant remember my frens number plate...i remember the alphabet but not the number hhuhu... AGE, JME, CBW etc. nombor bersepah2...mintak maap dulu la...mmg tak ble ingat...pls do not be offended, i did not remember my kancil number during its service let alone after i sold it. 6406 or 6404 ;p selalu confuse.
so bila tak ingat number...number yg plg bersalah tak ingat...birthday. hari ni aku lupa birthday fara. sorri fara!(if u read this). birthday dia smlm. birthday ennie aku start ingat bila selepas 3 tahun ke 4 tahun berkawan...br aku igt.. padahal senang giler nak ingat kot... teacher's day.
tp kalau org lahir january aku tend tu ingat hehe...or tarikh cantik like dian 11.11.
masa kecik2 matematik score plak..
oleh itu kwn2 ku jgn merajuk ok... think it this way...korang ada kawan yg unik yg lemah tang memorizing numbers. (fyi, fara tak merajuk. fara cool ekekeke)
p/s tp tang duit aku tak pernah lupa :) fabulous kan? ihiks
Saturday, August 6, 2011
NICE yg TAK nice!
aku nak blk jb nak naik bas...tp nak naik bas NICE...even though reviews are more negative than positive ones, i still decided nak naik nice bus. the main reason is, it is the only bus yg boleh naik dari kl tak payah pegi bandar tasek selatan (BTS) utk naik bas...jauh...and nak nak bulan puasa ni...takpe lah byr mahal skit (bnyk ok).
first aku impress dgn ktm station...cantek and aku suka sgt...mcm classic look. :)
(please bear in mind..i'm not easily pissed off...and i did not even piss off kat situ pun...lepas2 tu br rasa piss off bila recap blk peristiwa 'nice' itu. jaja even felt the same)
tp bila masuk je nice office...DAMN! terus bedebush service nya. counter information jek dah turn me off. aku tanya nicely pasal bus nice from jb turun kat mane..kl or BTS...not really listening to my question...berlagak pandai...dia soh tgk departure screen...aku mcm blur...pesal nak tgk departure screen...bagus nye ada keep info bus turun dari mana ke mana ke? bila aku n jaja tenung2...word JB pun takde...bila aku tgk dia blk...trus dia tanya aku nak ape...padahal telinga dia yg tak dengar...situ jek aku dah rasa sikit bengang...aura bodoh sombong dia mmg aku dah rasa dah...dia tanya nak bli tiket ke...so aku ckp aá tp nak la aku tanya before buying the tix to confirm dari jb ke kl turun mana...tp trus dia kate kaunter tiket kat atas..(gaya dia perasan bagus)
aku bengang lagi...tp nada aku still normal mode...so ni kaunter ape? aku tanya. dia jwb something like kaunter pertanyaan...(da...?!?) btul la kan aku tanya....tp bila soal, soklan basic pun tak bley jwb. it's not because they are stupid. it's because they act like they're good and we felt abit diperbodohkan. mcm la kitorang tak dgr korang ketawa masa kitorang naik tangga kan...mcm korang pelik kitorang tak tau kaunter tix kat atas...hello...korang mmg keje situ....and we are first timer...and i really hope that i will not pijak situ lg huh.
so bila naik kaunter tiket....drama lain plak...aku gi kat kaunter membership...bila tanya pasal membership...ayat tak sempat abis...dia kata kaunter sebelah...rude way ok....diorang ni tak pegi kursus customer service ke?? teruknya cara...
dah la mcm tak pandang....tone mmg out la...
aku dah mcm mende ni kejap ke sana kejap ke sini...saje ckp bg dia dgr...walau aku tak pandang muka dia...aku tau dia pandang muka aku...masa ni nak pandang plak...
tiba kaunter tiket...budak yg jual tiket mcm mat rempit jwbnye.... heran aku...tiket jual mahal..tmpt class....tp budak2 dia takde kelas!! even sasha tanya mana kaunter tiket sbb nak cari kitorang pun...org dia jwb...atas atas. mcm tu ke cara jwb....again tone mmg bukan customer service la..
lepas tu aku tgk dia layan customer lain pun sama.... rasanya operate dah lama...tp laci cashier pun takde....bila takde duit kecik...bukak wallet sendiri cari duit kecik....cari duit kecik dlm sampul surat....ape kah...tak proper langsung modus operandi diorang ni.... org kat pudu pun way much better la...ni aku citer pudu lama, zaman aku naik bus...jauh ok even nak compare that time.
skrg aku dah risau...mcm mana lah naik bus dia nanti? balik dari bli tix...aku baca review lg...bus dia ada lmbt...lmbt mcm sejam pun ade...tak mintak maap pun ade....sampai this passenger tulis surat kat malay mail lagi...
aku dah la naik kt kl sentral...tak tau la bus tu nak tiba kl sentral kul bpe...hrp2 experience naik bus okay...jgn la dia buat aku serik naik bus dia...dah jd ahli ni huhu.
first impression dia mmg out.kalau dah bg nama nice...mesti lah live up to the name kan...
in fact aku ada anto comment gak...ini dia...
"i read reviews that generally negative about NICE but still i wanted to ride one because i do not want to go to Bandar Tasik Selatan station, far from my place. i still have this perception that maybe they are not too bad. For the first time, i went to KTM branch to be a member and buy the tickets.
But seriously they are bad! very low standard customer service. i was shocked. They should be sent to customer service training. they failed the basic courtesy towards customer. we pay a lot for the service, but the service is below par and in fact the normal bus is way better service then theirs. i already have the negative impression on them. i havent ride on the bus yet...but truly the other reviews of other passengers should be taken seriously by the NICE management to improve.
i am totally dissapointed. Please improve so that you are at least at par of being so called NICE. thank you."
first aku impress dgn ktm station...cantek and aku suka sgt...mcm classic look. :)
(please bear in mind..i'm not easily pissed off...and i did not even piss off kat situ pun...lepas2 tu br rasa piss off bila recap blk peristiwa 'nice' itu. jaja even felt the same)
tp bila masuk je nice office...DAMN! terus bedebush service nya. counter information jek dah turn me off. aku tanya nicely pasal bus nice from jb turun kat mane..kl or BTS...not really listening to my question...berlagak pandai...dia soh tgk departure screen...aku mcm blur...pesal nak tgk departure screen...bagus nye ada keep info bus turun dari mana ke mana ke? bila aku n jaja tenung2...word JB pun takde...bila aku tgk dia blk...trus dia tanya aku nak ape...padahal telinga dia yg tak dengar...situ jek aku dah rasa sikit bengang...aura bodoh sombong dia mmg aku dah rasa dah...dia tanya nak bli tiket ke...so aku ckp aá tp nak la aku tanya before buying the tix to confirm dari jb ke kl turun mana...tp trus dia kate kaunter tiket kat atas..(gaya dia perasan bagus)
aku bengang lagi...tp nada aku still normal mode...so ni kaunter ape? aku tanya. dia jwb something like kaunter pertanyaan...(da...?!?) btul la kan aku tanya....tp bila soal, soklan basic pun tak bley jwb. it's not because they are stupid. it's because they act like they're good and we felt abit diperbodohkan. mcm la kitorang tak dgr korang ketawa masa kitorang naik tangga kan...mcm korang pelik kitorang tak tau kaunter tix kat atas...hello...korang mmg keje situ....and we are first timer...and i really hope that i will not pijak situ lg huh.
so bila naik kaunter tiket....drama lain plak...aku gi kat kaunter membership...bila tanya pasal membership...ayat tak sempat abis...dia kata kaunter sebelah...rude way ok....diorang ni tak pegi kursus customer service ke?? teruknya cara...
dah la mcm tak pandang....tone mmg out la...
aku dah mcm mende ni kejap ke sana kejap ke sini...saje ckp bg dia dgr...walau aku tak pandang muka dia...aku tau dia pandang muka aku...masa ni nak pandang plak...
tiba kaunter tiket...budak yg jual tiket mcm mat rempit jwbnye.... heran aku...tiket jual mahal..tmpt class....tp budak2 dia takde kelas!! even sasha tanya mana kaunter tiket sbb nak cari kitorang pun...org dia jwb...atas atas. mcm tu ke cara jwb....again tone mmg bukan customer service la..
lepas tu aku tgk dia layan customer lain pun sama.... rasanya operate dah lama...tp laci cashier pun takde....bila takde duit kecik...bukak wallet sendiri cari duit kecik....cari duit kecik dlm sampul surat....ape kah...tak proper langsung modus operandi diorang ni.... org kat pudu pun way much better la...ni aku citer pudu lama, zaman aku naik bus...jauh ok even nak compare that time.
skrg aku dah risau...mcm mana lah naik bus dia nanti? balik dari bli tix...aku baca review lg...bus dia ada lmbt...lmbt mcm sejam pun ade...tak mintak maap pun ade....sampai this passenger tulis surat kat malay mail lagi...
aku dah la naik kt kl sentral...tak tau la bus tu nak tiba kl sentral kul bpe...hrp2 experience naik bus okay...jgn la dia buat aku serik naik bus dia...dah jd ahli ni huhu.
first impression dia mmg out.kalau dah bg nama nice...mesti lah live up to the name kan...
in fact aku ada anto comment gak...ini dia...
"i read reviews that generally negative about NICE but still i wanted to ride one because i do not want to go to Bandar Tasik Selatan station, far from my place. i still have this perception that maybe they are not too bad. For the first time, i went to KTM branch to be a member and buy the tickets.
But seriously they are bad! very low standard customer service. i was shocked. They should be sent to customer service training. they failed the basic courtesy towards customer. we pay a lot for the service, but the service is below par and in fact the normal bus is way better service then theirs. i already have the negative impression on them. i havent ride on the bus yet...but truly the other reviews of other passengers should be taken seriously by the NICE management to improve.
i am totally dissapointed. Please improve so that you are at least at par of being so called NICE. thank you."
Friday, July 29, 2011
i am happy
i am happy
i can draw it for you
like a rainbow in the sky
with birds fly high
i am happy
and you can taste it
like licking vanilla ice cream
and you go yum yum yum :)
i am happy
like a little kid
who got candy in her pocket
while in one hand, holding a big cotton candy
i am happy , always happy
and i want it that way
happily ever after
being me
i can draw it for you
like a rainbow in the sky
with birds fly high
i am happy
and you can taste it
like licking vanilla ice cream
and you go yum yum yum :)
i am happy
like a little kid
who got candy in her pocket
while in one hand, holding a big cotton candy
i am happy , always happy
and i want it that way
happily ever after
being me
Monday, July 18, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
The Opposite of Everything
black, bottomless pit, is there the end of it?
evelyn run and getting deeper
dark invaded her.
what good is to make out of a bad life
the sad smile of the bright dark eyes
tells all, tells evelyn all
the sadness that crawl out of happiness
the crazy of sanity
the rich penniless evelyn
have full of empty heart
what she must do
to purify her beautiful filthy heart
the deaf hears with the eyes,
the blind looks with the ears,
the mute talks with the hands,
how we are not appreciate things when we have it all.
i tell you why Evelyn
this is the game of..
the opposite of everything.
evelyn run and getting deeper
dark invaded her.
what good is to make out of a bad life
the sad smile of the bright dark eyes
tells all, tells evelyn all
the sadness that crawl out of happiness
the crazy of sanity
the rich penniless evelyn
have full of empty heart
what she must do
to purify her beautiful filthy heart
the deaf hears with the eyes,
the blind looks with the ears,
the mute talks with the hands,
how we are not appreciate things when we have it all.
i tell you why Evelyn
this is the game of..
the opposite of everything.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
absolute nothing
my mind feels like writing something...by the title given, it is going to be totally rubbish writing hehe...what the hell it means la kan...can i be a writer like j.k rowling? i want to be rich.
funny enough (or not funny) i did use to write short stories or even some dialogues (and come to think of it...it was more like script since i was so lazy to describe the scenary, the surroundings...so i kinda let the readers develop their own imagination in my dialogue writing. get it? ;p)
those talent in high school ewah, i lost it when rumah terbakar. i did have few books i wrote that kind of got the sambutan from my fellow friends. they read it. keh keh keh. suka rela or paksa rela... i cant remember huhu ;p
but it just stopped there. like i never ever write before. like i myself, forget i write.
i wonder if i continue writing if the house never burnt down.
tiba2 entry ni jadi something hoho. see the wonders of writing something. your hands just type whatever your mind tells you. in this case...my mind wants me to write this :)
good night.
funny enough (or not funny) i did use to write short stories or even some dialogues (and come to think of it...it was more like script since i was so lazy to describe the scenary, the surroundings...so i kinda let the readers develop their own imagination in my dialogue writing. get it? ;p)
those talent in high school ewah, i lost it when rumah terbakar. i did have few books i wrote that kind of got the sambutan from my fellow friends. they read it. keh keh keh. suka rela or paksa rela... i cant remember huhu ;p
but it just stopped there. like i never ever write before. like i myself, forget i write.
i wonder if i continue writing if the house never burnt down.
tiba2 entry ni jadi something hoho. see the wonders of writing something. your hands just type whatever your mind tells you. in this case...my mind wants me to write this :)
good night.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
kerana reza salleh...setahun ku tunggu ;p
i knew it about a year ago when i found out that reza salleh is going to perform at DFP 27 June 2011. i said to myself, i want to see him perform.
so after a year of waiting..ewah ;p
the day had come. penantian yg berbaloi...performance yg bagus!
i listen to his songs..i love straciatella the most and then kasih.lain2 tu biasa2 aje. but when he sang that night, i love all his songs. lebih sedap arangement in DFP than the recording itself!
dah la interaction dia dgn penonton cute and funny. dia amik gambar the audience pun, an act that you did not expect from performers. the audience also sporting. mak dia pun sporting ;p
i mean, it is DFP. quite a formal place. lebey dari istana budaya.
i enjoyed very much. fara pun suka.
artis jemputan dia surprisingly semua aku kenal...kalau tak pernah dengar diorang nyanyi pun...i heard the names... sorang jek aku tak kenal...mamat trumpet tu...
lain...liyana fizi, zalila lee, az samad (anak a.samad said).
a.samad said duduk quite dekat dgn kitorang...dekat sampai aku boleh tgk buku ape dia baca hihi the world it is now (lebey kurang la). memang sasterawan negara sungguh...lampu oren2 pun dia baca buku...tak buang masa. lain la the rest of the audience yg waiting the performance to start..tidak membaca ;p.
sebelah aku, this pretty girl yg tgk reza's performace secara solo. ntah2 girlfren reza. tapi taklah...kalau tak...baik duk sebelah bakal mak mentua haha!
so after a year of waiting..ewah ;p
the day had come. penantian yg berbaloi...performance yg bagus!
i listen to his songs..i love straciatella the most and then kasih.lain2 tu biasa2 aje. but when he sang that night, i love all his songs. lebih sedap arangement in DFP than the recording itself!
dah la interaction dia dgn penonton cute and funny. dia amik gambar the audience pun, an act that you did not expect from performers. the audience also sporting. mak dia pun sporting ;p
i mean, it is DFP. quite a formal place. lebey dari istana budaya.
i enjoyed very much. fara pun suka.
artis jemputan dia surprisingly semua aku kenal...kalau tak pernah dengar diorang nyanyi pun...i heard the names... sorang jek aku tak kenal...mamat trumpet tu...
lain...liyana fizi, zalila lee, az samad (anak a.samad said).
a.samad said duduk quite dekat dgn kitorang...dekat sampai aku boleh tgk buku ape dia baca hihi the world it is now (lebey kurang la). memang sasterawan negara sungguh...lampu oren2 pun dia baca buku...tak buang masa. lain la the rest of the audience yg waiting the performance to start..tidak membaca ;p.
sebelah aku, this pretty girl yg tgk reza's performace secara solo. ntah2 girlfren reza. tapi taklah...kalau tak...baik duk sebelah bakal mak mentua haha!
Saturday, June 25, 2011
ahmad izham omar lagi..
tak de ape yg boleh aku describe pasal dia.. dia memang hebat.
i want to share this link with you...ucapan dia. enjoy!
http://jaithesimpleguy.blogspot.com/2006/05/ahmad-izham-omar.html
i want to share this link with you...ucapan dia. enjoy!
http://jaithesimpleguy.blogspot.com/2006/05/ahmad-izham-omar.html
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
today is the last day of may...
I dont quite believe it that we already lived for 31 days in May...cepatnya masa berlalu...5 months in 2011..dan esok hari pertama Jun datang..hhmmm....
agaknya apa rasa orang lahir nama may? (well out of topic, i know) what the heck haha
i found it boring orang2 bernamakan nama bulan ;p
agaknya apa rasa orang lahir nama may? (well out of topic, i know) what the heck haha
i found it boring orang2 bernamakan nama bulan ;p
Monday, May 30, 2011
Hillary Swank swing it in Conviction
I watched a movie tonight. it is Conviction. I can add to one of my favourite movie that i dont think i will forget. it is a true story.
I remember that when i was in high school, i watched this movie under dunhill double slot... i did not remember the title, but i remember the storyline..still fresh in my mind. it is about a father who eventually got his son out of jail after several years or many years (that i cant recall ;p)trying very hard to prove his son innocent. when everybody believes his son is guilty, his the only one believes his son is innocent. his son is a drug addict, a thieve and all but when he told his father he is everything but a murderer....he believes all that. that's a father's day story. that movie still stand in my humanity movie category that bid all other true story i guess..in my personal view.
until tonight, Conviction shows the story of a sister who fight for his brother for 18 years to prove he's innocent. 18 years!! now that is a true story! while i watched the movie, my mind started to have this disbelief feeling that there is no way even a family member would do that for a sibling....she gone through a lot. i mean hell of a lot of crazy life. they kind of have each other from they were little til they both got married... they were like anak terbiar category...so they love each other very much.
she visited his brother frequently and she had 2 boys till they got divorced, i guess due to her obsession to release his brother....
they were poor, so no public lawyer care much about a man who moderately bad...keluar masuk balai polis macam perkara biasa to him...
until, his sister decided to study law...that was when her husband disagreed and had enough and got divorce..study for some few years...after gone through much of failing papers..she finally passed the bar exam...then the day has come...she's a lawyer....she became her brother's lawyer and tried to reopen the case.
In 1980s there's no DNA trial...From there, she went through a hassle looking for evidence that was claimed to be destroyed, because the evidence were 16 years old.(the law allow to destroy the evidence after 10 years) she kept calling and insisting and finally went to the evidence place and beg for another search. god is great. she got lucky her brother's evidence still there.
i basically think she sacrificed a lot....i dont think i would do that for my brother...i may do appeal...several times....but not study law and be the lawyer and fight for like 18 years...losing my family...my kids...best i can do is visit and do as many appeals as i got the money....god i am sound evil. but my thinking is seconded by her sons when they said to her mother in a good way that she lost her whole life for this case...even if it is their uncle...they themselves wont think they would do til that far for each other...they would help, but not like their mother....well at least the sons think what i think...so i am normal.
bravo act from hillary swank!
i would wonder, why is it that this kind of act always happen to mat salleh...they would go beyond everything for something even though they lose everything...they are tough people....i dont think melayu is that determined bila jail is involved...we may determined half way....i may not know any kind of that story terjadi for a malaysian....otherwise dah masuk paper... ;p
untuk cinta, ramai jek do this and that but untuk family...would you go through lautan api untuk direnangi?
I remember that when i was in high school, i watched this movie under dunhill double slot... i did not remember the title, but i remember the storyline..still fresh in my mind. it is about a father who eventually got his son out of jail after several years or many years (that i cant recall ;p)trying very hard to prove his son innocent. when everybody believes his son is guilty, his the only one believes his son is innocent. his son is a drug addict, a thieve and all but when he told his father he is everything but a murderer....he believes all that. that's a father's day story. that movie still stand in my humanity movie category that bid all other true story i guess..in my personal view.
until tonight, Conviction shows the story of a sister who fight for his brother for 18 years to prove he's innocent. 18 years!! now that is a true story! while i watched the movie, my mind started to have this disbelief feeling that there is no way even a family member would do that for a sibling....she gone through a lot. i mean hell of a lot of crazy life. they kind of have each other from they were little til they both got married... they were like anak terbiar category...so they love each other very much.
she visited his brother frequently and she had 2 boys till they got divorced, i guess due to her obsession to release his brother....
they were poor, so no public lawyer care much about a man who moderately bad...keluar masuk balai polis macam perkara biasa to him...
until, his sister decided to study law...that was when her husband disagreed and had enough and got divorce..study for some few years...after gone through much of failing papers..she finally passed the bar exam...then the day has come...she's a lawyer....she became her brother's lawyer and tried to reopen the case.
In 1980s there's no DNA trial...From there, she went through a hassle looking for evidence that was claimed to be destroyed, because the evidence were 16 years old.(the law allow to destroy the evidence after 10 years) she kept calling and insisting and finally went to the evidence place and beg for another search. god is great. she got lucky her brother's evidence still there.
i basically think she sacrificed a lot....i dont think i would do that for my brother...i may do appeal...several times....but not study law and be the lawyer and fight for like 18 years...losing my family...my kids...best i can do is visit and do as many appeals as i got the money....god i am sound evil. but my thinking is seconded by her sons when they said to her mother in a good way that she lost her whole life for this case...even if it is their uncle...they themselves wont think they would do til that far for each other...they would help, but not like their mother....well at least the sons think what i think...so i am normal.
bravo act from hillary swank!
i would wonder, why is it that this kind of act always happen to mat salleh...they would go beyond everything for something even though they lose everything...they are tough people....i dont think melayu is that determined bila jail is involved...we may determined half way....i may not know any kind of that story terjadi for a malaysian....otherwise dah masuk paper... ;p
untuk cinta, ramai jek do this and that but untuk family...would you go through lautan api untuk direnangi?
Saturday, May 21, 2011
juara :D
dah lama tak main badminton.. masa kecik2 dulu adalah...i agreed to join my unit's badminton game due to the fact that earlier, the bowling tournament was cancelled sbb kurang participation. so, bila mizi ajak main, aku bg support sbb kesian kalau kene cancel lagi...tp bila hari makin dekat, aku ada rasa nervous lak haha...sbb tak tau main...pernah main pun dah lama...tak tau ape feel dia bila pegang racquet nanti.
so pada hari semalam petang..walau pun main satu game jek....tapi main sungguh2 heheh...
bila dapat feel balik masa practice and warm up time....tiba2 reti main balik haha. so end up aku and kak siren juara beregu haha. what a good feeling to win! walaupun just one game. 3 set. first kami kalah...14-21. then kami bangkit, 21-13, then penentuan... 21-16 kot tak ingat. tp kami menang yeay!! nama tournament pun badminton suka-suka 2011 :) suka sangat! haha
lepas main, tengok karen and da geng lukis mural.... ok, not bad.. rasa di zaman sekolah2 dulu...bak kata en.azizi...srp ;p kitorang ckp spm, pmr. dia kata dia lupa yg kitorang muda2 lagi hehe
p/s hari ini satu badan rasa sengal...dahsyat juga main badminton nih...aku jog pun tak sesengal ini...
so pada hari semalam petang..walau pun main satu game jek....tapi main sungguh2 heheh...
bila dapat feel balik masa practice and warm up time....tiba2 reti main balik haha. so end up aku and kak siren juara beregu haha. what a good feeling to win! walaupun just one game. 3 set. first kami kalah...14-21. then kami bangkit, 21-13, then penentuan... 21-16 kot tak ingat. tp kami menang yeay!! nama tournament pun badminton suka-suka 2011 :) suka sangat! haha
lepas main, tengok karen and da geng lukis mural.... ok, not bad.. rasa di zaman sekolah2 dulu...bak kata en.azizi...srp ;p kitorang ckp spm, pmr. dia kata dia lupa yg kitorang muda2 lagi hehe
p/s hari ini satu badan rasa sengal...dahsyat juga main badminton nih...aku jog pun tak sesengal ini...
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
giler ape...takkan pernah jumpa kalau nama diberi lain
mana la tau...ada org senasib dgn aku bila cari Nail Harmony dkt area Sunway tak jumpa2, rupanya nama kedai itoo ialah Nail Pia. Ia betul2 di bawah bank rakyat. (this info is for the unfortunate people who have to google to find the exact place when the owner is not pickin' up the phone.)
begitulah nasibku...almost an hour we were looking for the pedi medi shop and thanx to this someone who load it in the internet that Nail Harmony = Nail Pia.
Rupa-rupanya bos dia cuti...i told nad i wanted to write this but i thought i want to share what had happened in detail but hell, bende dah berlalu a few days....so dah tak hangat...so i just sum up with....
we got free mani next time we come :D
p/s tapi kedai dia cantik and cozy..
begitulah nasibku...almost an hour we were looking for the pedi medi shop and thanx to this someone who load it in the internet that Nail Harmony = Nail Pia.
Rupa-rupanya bos dia cuti...i told nad i wanted to write this but i thought i want to share what had happened in detail but hell, bende dah berlalu a few days....so dah tak hangat...so i just sum up with....
we got free mani next time we come :D
p/s tapi kedai dia cantik and cozy..
Friday, April 1, 2011
House of Home
I live in my atok's house for so many years now..ever seen my house burnt down, atok house is a home for my family. although we don't have the say on furniture since it all have been there like forever, not that it occurs to us to rearrange the furniture anyway, besides, we always like atok to have her own idea of rearangging the furniture and we the cucu would be her hands to carry the shelves, the sofa around ;p she had a high taste of interior design, that i must say.
when she passed away, we still maintain our big family together, the house is the rumah pusaka. my mom's sibling maintain it very well and very united although some hiccups along the way, they manage it. my mom's brothers and sisters, i can say they have a good bonding and the sisters especially have the high tolerance in order to keep the cool happening family together.
one day, we have to face the reality that nobody is willing to take care of the house as the sole owner of the house. it is a high maintenance house. to be the caretaker of the house needs money to just maintain it. an old big house is not easy to maintain. everything gets old. the only way is to let go and buy a new smaller house for the family. uncles and aunts are getting older, the reality is what happen if all of them are no longer here and the cucu gonna have to take care of the house..it's like one day, we have to let go. to avoid more complicated in the future, cucu's future, they need to let go of the house.
i always afraid of this decision would eventually come. i knew that this day would come. i just doa it to be delayed. i just doa if one of the family would volunteer to be the caretaker. i even want to collect money from the members of the family up to cucu-cucu to donate, to repaint the house. i am sure to donate since i live in the house too but when i was about to launch the Project Jalan Majidi, my mom said, there is a buyer.
the day had come. i am sad. when the news came, i was in a state of accepting the fact. i am a bit depressed because i found myself crying every now and then. sensitip nye aku rupanya. in fact as i am writing this, tears somehow rolling down my cheeks...selsema dah...
so now it is April...the day is nearing...i dont think i can set my foot in the compound anymore...since mama said that cannot go back to Majidi House anymore..so i guess the key of the house is going to be passed to a new landlord.
i hope that he would roboh the house and build a new house on the land so that i dont imagine him using our bedroom or our living room or any part of the house for that matter.
the reason i am writing this, is a way of espressing myself, to let go of the sadness since i dont have the strength to tell my close friends, sbb nanti nangis...cerita in general pun dah sebak2 to my 2 friends in separate occassion. even my close Muar friend that i first ever told anyone about it is sad about the news. huhu...
that house is not just a house. it is a home to me, to my family, to my aunts and uncles..i am sure everybody has the soft spot in the heart about the house. i am very sure about myself. tahap gaban agaknye sbb aku jenis sayang buang2 barang, so maybe nak 'buang'rumah macam lagi lah kan...
that is the last heirloom in our family yg betul2 valuable...from our atok. although we buy a new house for family gathering, i dont think it would be the same.. almost i guess, but never be the same.
Rumah Jalan Majidi has all the memories...from my grandparents, my mom and her siblings, my siblings, my cousins and the lucky cicit who got the taste of the house.
any house can just be a house but it is hard to find a home.
when she passed away, we still maintain our big family together, the house is the rumah pusaka. my mom's sibling maintain it very well and very united although some hiccups along the way, they manage it. my mom's brothers and sisters, i can say they have a good bonding and the sisters especially have the high tolerance in order to keep the cool happening family together.
one day, we have to face the reality that nobody is willing to take care of the house as the sole owner of the house. it is a high maintenance house. to be the caretaker of the house needs money to just maintain it. an old big house is not easy to maintain. everything gets old. the only way is to let go and buy a new smaller house for the family. uncles and aunts are getting older, the reality is what happen if all of them are no longer here and the cucu gonna have to take care of the house..it's like one day, we have to let go. to avoid more complicated in the future, cucu's future, they need to let go of the house.
i always afraid of this decision would eventually come. i knew that this day would come. i just doa it to be delayed. i just doa if one of the family would volunteer to be the caretaker. i even want to collect money from the members of the family up to cucu-cucu to donate, to repaint the house. i am sure to donate since i live in the house too but when i was about to launch the Project Jalan Majidi, my mom said, there is a buyer.
the day had come. i am sad. when the news came, i was in a state of accepting the fact. i am a bit depressed because i found myself crying every now and then. sensitip nye aku rupanya. in fact as i am writing this, tears somehow rolling down my cheeks...selsema dah...
so now it is April...the day is nearing...i dont think i can set my foot in the compound anymore...since mama said that cannot go back to Majidi House anymore..so i guess the key of the house is going to be passed to a new landlord.
i hope that he would roboh the house and build a new house on the land so that i dont imagine him using our bedroom or our living room or any part of the house for that matter.
the reason i am writing this, is a way of espressing myself, to let go of the sadness since i dont have the strength to tell my close friends, sbb nanti nangis...cerita in general pun dah sebak2 to my 2 friends in separate occassion. even my close Muar friend that i first ever told anyone about it is sad about the news. huhu...
that house is not just a house. it is a home to me, to my family, to my aunts and uncles..i am sure everybody has the soft spot in the heart about the house. i am very sure about myself. tahap gaban agaknye sbb aku jenis sayang buang2 barang, so maybe nak 'buang'rumah macam lagi lah kan...
that is the last heirloom in our family yg betul2 valuable...from our atok. although we buy a new house for family gathering, i dont think it would be the same.. almost i guess, but never be the same.
Rumah Jalan Majidi has all the memories...from my grandparents, my mom and her siblings, my siblings, my cousins and the lucky cicit who got the taste of the house.
any house can just be a house but it is hard to find a home.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
hello suwey, ble pegi jauh tak?
penatnye ptg ni...kad atm punya issue tak habis lagi....airasia lak buat hal. itinerary aussie ku tiba2 takde dlm database once i login. ape kah?? sejam setengah aku try itu ini, fill in berkali2, error jek...login as member tak kuar itinerary, tak login as member kuar plak, tp error memanjang.
call centre air asia plak...tak berangkat or mmg number tu nak promo jek...takde org pickup the line....not even ivr to ask you to press 1 for flight, press 2 for etc. so aku try, life chat dia. nasib baik berlayan. bagus. dia kata itinerary tu ada, tp tak link dgn aku nye id. jenuh seh...aku nak bli baggage, skybus, meals.
setelah tersangkut berejam-jam, aku akhirnya dapat buat booking baggage tu semua. tp pelangi cuma sementara, 3 minit jek kot, nak bayar jek, mintak TAC. bagus. tersangkut lagi. since line phone aku tak connect lg, mana nak dpt tac number kan?! arggghhh!!!
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citer atm cimb smlm lg sengal. maybank matters aku smooth jek. bila cimb, kat atm nak tukar password,aku rasa aku tertinggal kad tu kat atm. kalau tercicir, tak tau nak ckp. reason being...my brain by default, would recognize these process...kuar atm card, kuar duit, resit. so bila cimb, kuar resit dulu...aku lupa kad tak amik, sbb perasan dah amik(kan default kan ;p) semoga kad ditelan, bukan diambil org. please cimb, call me and give good news!
penat lah...letih... :(
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my lord, i beg you to give me the wealth big time. I want this year to be indah too you know. i do submit to your tests and try to endure them possible i can.. i really do hope the positive vibes in future. amin
call centre air asia plak...tak berangkat or mmg number tu nak promo jek...takde org pickup the line....not even ivr to ask you to press 1 for flight, press 2 for etc. so aku try, life chat dia. nasib baik berlayan. bagus. dia kata itinerary tu ada, tp tak link dgn aku nye id. jenuh seh...aku nak bli baggage, skybus, meals.
setelah tersangkut berejam-jam, aku akhirnya dapat buat booking baggage tu semua. tp pelangi cuma sementara, 3 minit jek kot, nak bayar jek, mintak TAC. bagus. tersangkut lagi. since line phone aku tak connect lg, mana nak dpt tac number kan?! arggghhh!!!
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citer atm cimb smlm lg sengal. maybank matters aku smooth jek. bila cimb, kat atm nak tukar password,aku rasa aku tertinggal kad tu kat atm. kalau tercicir, tak tau nak ckp. reason being...my brain by default, would recognize these process...kuar atm card, kuar duit, resit. so bila cimb, kuar resit dulu...aku lupa kad tak amik, sbb perasan dah amik(kan default kan ;p) semoga kad ditelan, bukan diambil org. please cimb, call me and give good news!
penat lah...letih... :(
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my lord, i beg you to give me the wealth big time. I want this year to be indah too you know. i do submit to your tests and try to endure them possible i can.. i really do hope the positive vibes in future. amin
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
almost back on track...
aaaaa!!!! i believe that was the shout that came out from me. The day when this crook smashed my windscreen and took my handback in a flash. i was shocked. Nevertheless, you need to calm down too to think what you should do now. i drove to my aunt house which luckily not that far. i did not shed a tear maybe because i had a blank mind while driving to my aunt house with a wrong turn somewhere but eventually got there.
her maid asked me what happened and when i spoke, i choked. my aunt not at home, so i was like what should i do now, the maid vacuum the car, i called my other aunt whom i supposed to pick her up at her home. Then what next?
I called Directory to ask bank call center to cancel all bank cards. while doing that, my aunts came back. after all the calls being made, i was thinking about the car, insurance and all. We discussed and i just agreed to left the car at the house and leave it to my uncle. one problem solved. big time. i did not have to trouble my mind with it. Then we went to do police report.
Today, i went to get my new ic and driving license and to my surprise, i did not wait that long :D 15 mins top. i had this skeptical mindset that would be a whole day process hehe...you know.. deal with government. kesian government.they are fine now.
Next would be bank matters. I went to the bank this evening but they need 3 docs to prove i am who i am. i only got ic and driver license. i had to bring my passport. so tomorrow, i'll do my money matters hihi..
the unfortunate event: 6.3.2011 @ 1.40pm
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sebab aku gi keje esoknya, ramai yg terperanjat. diorang tgk aku ok jek, macam takde ape. true. i am surprise myself sbb aku tak trauma. tapi affected skit je like 90% i'm ok and 10% impact.
when i said i kene rompak... the favourite comment of all the comments 'oo...kwn aku kne gak, tapi dia trauma. ko nampak happy jer' we all laughed.
i was not affected that much maybe because i was not hurt. second, the help from my family... my aunts, my uncle, some friends... they made it easier. they lifted all my burden with their willingness to help me back on track.
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cerita aku di JPN ada funny skit... aku memang ada problem dgn cap jari. took like 5 minutes to detect my fingerprints... tapi ada satu cara ni JPN staff suruh aku buat. cuba gosok hidung amik minyak haha... aku penah kne kat immigresen, dia bagi aku lotion. so aku tanya lah...lotion takde ke? dia kata takpe, minyak natural haha...aku buat gak la....buat berkali2 baru dapat detect.
then bila amik gambo pun thumbprint aku tak detect lagi...5 minit lagi. hampir2 dia nak bg aku borang ape tah yg special sbb tak dpt identify cap jari kot which i think another process plak. nasib baik aku normal process :)
kat JPJ, kakak tu pun rupanya letak handbag kat ats seat sebelah...aku pun jadi pakar nasihat la ;p
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hhmm...affected yg aku maksudkan 10% tu ialah...sudah 2 malam sebelum tido, aku rewind the scene dlm kepala aku, aku pikir banyak bende aku bernasib baik...so terpikir pulak what if yg lain whereby aku maybe cedera.. what if kene ragut and what if the new modus operandi dia ialah, smash je tingkap and ask the driver money...since passerby tak perasan or could not be bothered or takut to help.
since kete aku dah repair, masa first time bawak, aku mcm nervous skit especially kat traffic light. i tend to look all mirrors, all direction. motorcyclist yg mencurigakan.but aku tepis so that i wont be that paranoid. just alert and berhati2 je.
nervous bila drive sorang. kalau ada kawan, tak rasa ape2. itu aku rasa.aku pikir gak bahaya jalan sorang2 or outside waktu malam..selama ni tak pk sangat..bila jadi, i become alert. i dunno if the alertness akan berkurangan with time. sbb aku kadang2 bila dah lupa, trus tak ingat pengajaran.
i think a week or two, aku takkan letak barang kat atas seat kot.letak hairband kat atas seat pun aku rasa tak sedap hati, so aku letak kat tepi huhu...but still aku bley laugh out of that silly feeling, knowing that it wont be too long until i'm 100% ok :D
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baru terpikir, penjahat tu dapat duit raya aku! bencinya... tak dapat aku rasa duit raya last year...dapat lagi ke tahun ni?
her maid asked me what happened and when i spoke, i choked. my aunt not at home, so i was like what should i do now, the maid vacuum the car, i called my other aunt whom i supposed to pick her up at her home. Then what next?
I called Directory to ask bank call center to cancel all bank cards. while doing that, my aunts came back. after all the calls being made, i was thinking about the car, insurance and all. We discussed and i just agreed to left the car at the house and leave it to my uncle. one problem solved. big time. i did not have to trouble my mind with it. Then we went to do police report.
Today, i went to get my new ic and driving license and to my surprise, i did not wait that long :D 15 mins top. i had this skeptical mindset that would be a whole day process hehe...you know.. deal with government. kesian government.they are fine now.
Next would be bank matters. I went to the bank this evening but they need 3 docs to prove i am who i am. i only got ic and driver license. i had to bring my passport. so tomorrow, i'll do my money matters hihi..
the unfortunate event: 6.3.2011 @ 1.40pm
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sebab aku gi keje esoknya, ramai yg terperanjat. diorang tgk aku ok jek, macam takde ape. true. i am surprise myself sbb aku tak trauma. tapi affected skit je like 90% i'm ok and 10% impact.
when i said i kene rompak... the favourite comment of all the comments 'oo...kwn aku kne gak, tapi dia trauma. ko nampak happy jer' we all laughed.
i was not affected that much maybe because i was not hurt. second, the help from my family... my aunts, my uncle, some friends... they made it easier. they lifted all my burden with their willingness to help me back on track.
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cerita aku di JPN ada funny skit... aku memang ada problem dgn cap jari. took like 5 minutes to detect my fingerprints... tapi ada satu cara ni JPN staff suruh aku buat. cuba gosok hidung amik minyak haha... aku penah kne kat immigresen, dia bagi aku lotion. so aku tanya lah...lotion takde ke? dia kata takpe, minyak natural haha...aku buat gak la....buat berkali2 baru dapat detect.
then bila amik gambo pun thumbprint aku tak detect lagi...5 minit lagi. hampir2 dia nak bg aku borang ape tah yg special sbb tak dpt identify cap jari kot which i think another process plak. nasib baik aku normal process :)
kat JPJ, kakak tu pun rupanya letak handbag kat ats seat sebelah...aku pun jadi pakar nasihat la ;p
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hhmm...affected yg aku maksudkan 10% tu ialah...sudah 2 malam sebelum tido, aku rewind the scene dlm kepala aku, aku pikir banyak bende aku bernasib baik...so terpikir pulak what if yg lain whereby aku maybe cedera.. what if kene ragut and what if the new modus operandi dia ialah, smash je tingkap and ask the driver money...since passerby tak perasan or could not be bothered or takut to help.
since kete aku dah repair, masa first time bawak, aku mcm nervous skit especially kat traffic light. i tend to look all mirrors, all direction. motorcyclist yg mencurigakan.but aku tepis so that i wont be that paranoid. just alert and berhati2 je.
nervous bila drive sorang. kalau ada kawan, tak rasa ape2. itu aku rasa.aku pikir gak bahaya jalan sorang2 or outside waktu malam..selama ni tak pk sangat..bila jadi, i become alert. i dunno if the alertness akan berkurangan with time. sbb aku kadang2 bila dah lupa, trus tak ingat pengajaran.
i think a week or two, aku takkan letak barang kat atas seat kot.letak hairband kat atas seat pun aku rasa tak sedap hati, so aku letak kat tepi huhu...but still aku bley laugh out of that silly feeling, knowing that it wont be too long until i'm 100% ok :D
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baru terpikir, penjahat tu dapat duit raya aku! bencinya... tak dapat aku rasa duit raya last year...dapat lagi ke tahun ni?
Monday, February 21, 2011
human rights vs religion
when it comes to LGBT, people with human rights 'principle' would always want LGBT to 'win'. religion will come second or not even in the right, regardless what religion that fight against it, most cases i know, it would be christian and islam.
what basis do you want others to look at this issue? logically, naturally, religiously...
logically, they love each other, why do other people even bother? they dont harm you.
naturally, it is against human nature.
religiously, well no need to elaborate more.
if human rights want it that way, what would they say about a girl who falls in love with 2 guys? the 2 guys are in love with this girl and they have mutual understanding. they claim they have the love like normal people do. they can love each other equally. no harm to other people just like LGBT, and they want the 'right' to get married. will they give them the right?
personally, you gonna have some guidelines in life. i'm not saying by religion point of view, i'm just saying in context of human nature. We cannot change the human nature through legislation. we are not that liberal to be liberal. liberal also have guidelines.
i oppose all of the above.
p/s i read a muslim gay couple or more precise, a lesbian couple got 'nikah' :(
(i even read it after i draft this entry..i wonder what happen in another 10 years..)
what basis do you want others to look at this issue? logically, naturally, religiously...
logically, they love each other, why do other people even bother? they dont harm you.
naturally, it is against human nature.
religiously, well no need to elaborate more.
if human rights want it that way, what would they say about a girl who falls in love with 2 guys? the 2 guys are in love with this girl and they have mutual understanding. they claim they have the love like normal people do. they can love each other equally. no harm to other people just like LGBT, and they want the 'right' to get married. will they give them the right?
personally, you gonna have some guidelines in life. i'm not saying by religion point of view, i'm just saying in context of human nature. We cannot change the human nature through legislation. we are not that liberal to be liberal. liberal also have guidelines.
i oppose all of the above.
p/s i read a muslim gay couple or more precise, a lesbian couple got 'nikah' :(
(i even read it after i draft this entry..i wonder what happen in another 10 years..)
Monday, January 31, 2011
Hari terakhir Januari 2011
bye bye January..
i packed my horsie riding,
eating bubba bubba,
karaoke-ing,
meet a webbie site,
neatly in a capriocorn bag.
good bye January..
when i see you again,
i hope i have more to introduce you,
delight to show you,
and keep it tight in my capricorn bag.
of all the siblings you have,
i luv you the best,
everybody does,
i, most of all...
missing you lots,
missing you great
tata :D
i packed my horsie riding,
eating bubba bubba,
karaoke-ing,
meet a webbie site,
neatly in a capriocorn bag.
good bye January..
when i see you again,
i hope i have more to introduce you,
delight to show you,
and keep it tight in my capricorn bag.
of all the siblings you have,
i luv you the best,
everybody does,
i, most of all...
missing you lots,
missing you great
tata :D
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
silly trauma or not...
that, i can never shove off my shoulder. when i saw my mom's miscall number at 8 in the morning, my body shook. was it bad news? she never call at this point of time.
ever since my father died in early morning even before dawn, i hate all calls in rare times like early morning or late at night that i got from my family. it always prompt me with questions like 'is somebody die?', 'is someone got sick?'
i can only know from the word 'hello'.
atok passed away in the morning too..i got the news from a phone call.
but thank god mama called just to inform me that she was going to KL till friday because ito had work here. fuhh.... what a pure release!
this feeling, i can never push it away...
ever since my father died in early morning even before dawn, i hate all calls in rare times like early morning or late at night that i got from my family. it always prompt me with questions like 'is somebody die?', 'is someone got sick?'
i can only know from the word 'hello'.
atok passed away in the morning too..i got the news from a phone call.
but thank god mama called just to inform me that she was going to KL till friday because ito had work here. fuhh.... what a pure release!
this feeling, i can never push it away...
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Sayang Dr. Salmah
oleh kerana 'accident' ke atas gigi aku berlaku lagi, tak larat rasanya nak tunggu nak balik muar. kesan accident tu, aku begitu conscious bercakap dgn orang, sebab tak nak orang nampak. so far sorang je perasan huhu.
aku memang ada dentist di muar. dari umur 15 tahun aku dah visit dentist ni. namanya dr. salmah. aku tak tau harga kl, tapi aku assume mesti mahal sampai double. so it is expected. so petang tadi jumpa doctor. Dr. halina.
sangat memeranjatkan bila aku dengar harga rm280. terlepas dengan word 'mahalnye!'
dr. halina kata, procedure dia leceh skit. dalam hati aku tanya, ada beza ke treatment dr. salmah?
dr. halina tanya lagi kalau2 aku nak pikir2 dulu. so aku mcm malas nak delaykan bende ni, 3 hari bekerja pun sudah 'menyiksakan':p
so aku buat juga. ternyata treatmentnye sama dengan dr. salmah. sebijik. tapi kenapa dr. salmah boleh charge aku rm50?!!? banyak beza tu! aku balik muar pergi balik rm100 and jumpa dr salmah rm50. aku save rm130 lagi. dr salmah tak pernah charge lebey rm100.
bila aku nak bayar, ada pulak consultation charge rm40. so total rm320!! pergh...! this is like 6 kali ganda for the same f*****g treatment!
dr salmah, lepas buat treatment, dia selalu cuci gigi aku to the extend sampai aku rasa dia buat scaling. tapi dia tak charge. sbb aku tak mintak kot. still tak lebih rm50. mana aku tak sayang dr. salmah!
lagi dr halina tanya mau buat scaling? hello!
then aku saje je tanya berapa, dia kata gigi awk tak teruk, rm120.
tiba kat luar, assistant tu tanya, bila nak buat scaling plak...aku ckp, aku dah ada dentist kat hometown. so, she should get the message that i would do it at my dentist if i want to do scaling.
if i got to replay the decision moment, whether to tahan laman skit with the impaired tooth, would i not do it at halina's and wait til i balik kampung in 2 weeks time? hell no! haha
so aku kira untuk mendapatkan 'aku' kembali sebelum kejadian, harga malu jika hendak ditunggu hari aku balik muar, itulah harganya. rm320.
aku senyum kembali :D
(so aida, jangan comment lelebey haha :p)
aku memang ada dentist di muar. dari umur 15 tahun aku dah visit dentist ni. namanya dr. salmah. aku tak tau harga kl, tapi aku assume mesti mahal sampai double. so it is expected. so petang tadi jumpa doctor. Dr. halina.
sangat memeranjatkan bila aku dengar harga rm280. terlepas dengan word 'mahalnye!'
dr. halina kata, procedure dia leceh skit. dalam hati aku tanya, ada beza ke treatment dr. salmah?
dr. halina tanya lagi kalau2 aku nak pikir2 dulu. so aku mcm malas nak delaykan bende ni, 3 hari bekerja pun sudah 'menyiksakan':p
so aku buat juga. ternyata treatmentnye sama dengan dr. salmah. sebijik. tapi kenapa dr. salmah boleh charge aku rm50?!!? banyak beza tu! aku balik muar pergi balik rm100 and jumpa dr salmah rm50. aku save rm130 lagi. dr salmah tak pernah charge lebey rm100.
bila aku nak bayar, ada pulak consultation charge rm40. so total rm320!! pergh...! this is like 6 kali ganda for the same f*****g treatment!
dr salmah, lepas buat treatment, dia selalu cuci gigi aku to the extend sampai aku rasa dia buat scaling. tapi dia tak charge. sbb aku tak mintak kot. still tak lebih rm50. mana aku tak sayang dr. salmah!
lagi dr halina tanya mau buat scaling? hello!
then aku saje je tanya berapa, dia kata gigi awk tak teruk, rm120.
tiba kat luar, assistant tu tanya, bila nak buat scaling plak...aku ckp, aku dah ada dentist kat hometown. so, she should get the message that i would do it at my dentist if i want to do scaling.
if i got to replay the decision moment, whether to tahan laman skit with the impaired tooth, would i not do it at halina's and wait til i balik kampung in 2 weeks time? hell no! haha
so aku kira untuk mendapatkan 'aku' kembali sebelum kejadian, harga malu jika hendak ditunggu hari aku balik muar, itulah harganya. rm320.
aku senyum kembali :D
(so aida, jangan comment lelebey haha :p)
Friday, January 14, 2011
Thank You
thank you karen for the gift (a cute smiley flower on my desk).
thank you shu and karen for the volcanic choc (something something..not sure what it is called @ vivo)
thank you huda for the surprise gift on my table (a mug of dinosour eggs choc :p )
thank you FARA for your sincere treat on the aromatherapy massage!
thank you anis and fyrose on the surprise cupcakes in the karaoke room (the birthday song was so terrible, i didnt know that was the birthday song on the screen till you gals sang it :D)
thank you anis, fyrose and fara for the time you spared to share with me on my birthday.
thank you fara for being my cool and fun company when we had our horse riding at de colmar, bukit tinggi.really meant a lot!
these appreciations are for you to know, but most of all, for me to remember :D
12.1.2011 had written some good memoirs :D
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additional thank you for me to remember..
thank you ennie for the shirt. i like it.
thank you MAMA, for the lovely earrings. i put them on for the first time on the night of Pilih Kasih.
dated @ 15 Feb 2011 (Salam Maulidur Rasul)
thank you shu and karen for the volcanic choc (something something..not sure what it is called @ vivo)
thank you huda for the surprise gift on my table (a mug of dinosour eggs choc :p )
thank you FARA for your sincere treat on the aromatherapy massage!
thank you anis and fyrose on the surprise cupcakes in the karaoke room (the birthday song was so terrible, i didnt know that was the birthday song on the screen till you gals sang it :D)
thank you anis, fyrose and fara for the time you spared to share with me on my birthday.
thank you fara for being my cool and fun company when we had our horse riding at de colmar, bukit tinggi.really meant a lot!
these appreciations are for you to know, but most of all, for me to remember :D
12.1.2011 had written some good memoirs :D
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additional thank you for me to remember..
thank you ennie for the shirt. i like it.
thank you MAMA, for the lovely earrings. i put them on for the first time on the night of Pilih Kasih.
dated @ 15 Feb 2011 (Salam Maulidur Rasul)
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Indulgence in books
The biggest difference that took on me when i moved from the old apartment to current place would be the time i spend on reading. My former roomie, she was like a bookworm. she loves book. so the good hobby is contagious. i too, love to read. Book under the bed, book under a pillow, book in the shelves. most books are hers. mine? of course there were my shares too, but not as much as jaja would invest it.
Yesterday, A friend of mine had persuaded me to go for futsal this afternoon. I did not want to go. I did not want to play. but ended up agreed to it as long as she would fetch me at home.
Today, as planned she should fetch me. I may know her a little that her time judgment is a bit off. So i expected that she should be late. she called that a traffic was quite heavy at ampang area. My prediction was right. she already late.
but i did not expect that she wanted me drive to the office and she would fetch me there. i told her yesterday that the futsal place would be the same distance from office or from my home. futsal is not even in my agenda today, but as a friend, i don't mind accompany her, not that i am planning doing anything today. Having said that, if i were to go to the office, i didn't think i would go, she said she would go straight to the place. I was stunned. Really? i mean whose idea of asking me going for futsal? who insist me to go? and because of the traffic, she failed to be a good friend.
did it not occur to her that i have ready? i had dressed on time. ok, although dressing up on time is just a t-shirt and a pair of jean, still i am dressed to the occasion :p i dont mad, i just never thought that there are people like this. therefore, i am astounded. i am speechless.
But that does not mean, i cannot go out. i mean, i have dressed. so i decided to go to ampcorp mall. i wanted to go to the bookstore and buy this cake. i spent more than 1 hour in the bookstore and got 2 books for my long-lost hobby of reading. i spent 1 and a half hour to be exact :)
i didnt realise how much i miss words and words and words...going solo makes your shopping at your own pace. so i lost track of time. when i went out from the store, i felt good. i felt a rush of satisfaction. it has been a long time from the last time i really spent my time on books. i forgot how it feels haha :D
funny how i bought books that i didn't dwell much time in. the books that i flipped the most, would then will not be my choice of buying. but through a few flips, i felt connected to this 2 books. I know Neil Gaiman style of writing. Jaja introduced me with this author. My favourite would be 'The graveyard book'. i decided to buy 'Fragile Things: Short fictions & Wonders'. His writing is usually dark and wit but not sure what this book would serve.
the other book is something i want to try to read.'A week at the airport: A Heathrow diary'. never try this author. the name is Alain De Botton. i chose this book because it reminds me of 'The Terminal'. Tom Hanks was in it. so i may look at an airport in another view. how intrigued.
sure i bought the cakes and just drove straight home. it has been more than 2 years since moving out..so, can you imagine how i truly miss my old habit? sure, i read some. i even borrowed from jaja's a few sometimes. (her 'Mr. Darcy's Diary' is still with me) i just miss my time in bookstore and read my books :))
come to think of it, i should thank my friend for not picking me up to accompany her for futsal. True, fate has its own way of fitting in among human agenda. If i were to go to futsal, i would not be discovering the long lost feeling of indulging myself for books :D
for that, i thank you Friend.
Yesterday, A friend of mine had persuaded me to go for futsal this afternoon. I did not want to go. I did not want to play. but ended up agreed to it as long as she would fetch me at home.
Today, as planned she should fetch me. I may know her a little that her time judgment is a bit off. So i expected that she should be late. she called that a traffic was quite heavy at ampang area. My prediction was right. she already late.
but i did not expect that she wanted me drive to the office and she would fetch me there. i told her yesterday that the futsal place would be the same distance from office or from my home. futsal is not even in my agenda today, but as a friend, i don't mind accompany her, not that i am planning doing anything today. Having said that, if i were to go to the office, i didn't think i would go, she said she would go straight to the place. I was stunned. Really? i mean whose idea of asking me going for futsal? who insist me to go? and because of the traffic, she failed to be a good friend.
did it not occur to her that i have ready? i had dressed on time. ok, although dressing up on time is just a t-shirt and a pair of jean, still i am dressed to the occasion :p i dont mad, i just never thought that there are people like this. therefore, i am astounded. i am speechless.
But that does not mean, i cannot go out. i mean, i have dressed. so i decided to go to ampcorp mall. i wanted to go to the bookstore and buy this cake. i spent more than 1 hour in the bookstore and got 2 books for my long-lost hobby of reading. i spent 1 and a half hour to be exact :)
i didnt realise how much i miss words and words and words...going solo makes your shopping at your own pace. so i lost track of time. when i went out from the store, i felt good. i felt a rush of satisfaction. it has been a long time from the last time i really spent my time on books. i forgot how it feels haha :D
funny how i bought books that i didn't dwell much time in. the books that i flipped the most, would then will not be my choice of buying. but through a few flips, i felt connected to this 2 books. I know Neil Gaiman style of writing. Jaja introduced me with this author. My favourite would be 'The graveyard book'. i decided to buy 'Fragile Things: Short fictions & Wonders'. His writing is usually dark and wit but not sure what this book would serve.
the other book is something i want to try to read.'A week at the airport: A Heathrow diary'. never try this author. the name is Alain De Botton. i chose this book because it reminds me of 'The Terminal'. Tom Hanks was in it. so i may look at an airport in another view. how intrigued.
sure i bought the cakes and just drove straight home. it has been more than 2 years since moving out..so, can you imagine how i truly miss my old habit? sure, i read some. i even borrowed from jaja's a few sometimes. (her 'Mr. Darcy's Diary' is still with me) i just miss my time in bookstore and read my books :))
come to think of it, i should thank my friend for not picking me up to accompany her for futsal. True, fate has its own way of fitting in among human agenda. If i were to go to futsal, i would not be discovering the long lost feeling of indulging myself for books :D
for that, i thank you Friend.
bila nak jugak buat new post hihi..
nelinda, nelinda here i come,
to seek you, to see you
now i find you.
'what is up?' says you
did you hear it? did you hear it?
that someone's put a bet
on nyra's coming gig
her hands on her guitar will be
one night of a star
'good news, good news!'
what bet is all about? ask you, ask you
some rumour says it that
some people will pull the plug
nyra's act comes to flat and boo-hoo noise will serenade
'can't we stop them?'
nelinda starts to freak
her friend is indeed in need
her rescue hand indeed
we come to counteract
the sabotaging plan
nyra's gig would be the night
of all the woundrous night!
this is an example of blair waldorf would do for serena van der woodsen. the blair character is... something.
inilah hasilnye...
to seek you, to see you
now i find you.
'what is up?' says you
did you hear it? did you hear it?
that someone's put a bet
on nyra's coming gig
her hands on her guitar will be
one night of a star
'good news, good news!'
what bet is all about? ask you, ask you
some rumour says it that
some people will pull the plug
nyra's act comes to flat and boo-hoo noise will serenade
'can't we stop them?'
nelinda starts to freak
her friend is indeed in need
her rescue hand indeed
we come to counteract
the sabotaging plan
nyra's gig would be the night
of all the woundrous night!
this is an example of blair waldorf would do for serena van der woodsen. the blair character is... something.
inilah hasilnye...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
.3 idiots.
i wanted to watch 3 idiots for quite some time, and the other day i watched it. One of the great Hindi movies, that i am sure. should have watched earlier. it is not commercial movie like khabi kushi or kuch kuch hota hai.. it is more like ghajini.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
1.1.11
the eve of new year celebration in muar is as expected. the wind at marina bay is so breezy! sejuknye..
1 January 2011
hoping to live wonderfully in this year with unexpected positive outcomes and merrier :D
and feel the touch of magic life could offer.
Feliz año nuevo!
1 January 2011
hoping to live wonderfully in this year with unexpected positive outcomes and merrier :D
and feel the touch of magic life could offer.
Feliz año nuevo!
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