Tuesday, January 25, 2011

silly trauma or not...

that, i can never shove off my shoulder. when i saw my mom's miscall number at 8 in the morning, my body shook. was it bad news? she never call at this point of time.

ever since my father died in early morning even before dawn, i hate all calls in rare times like early morning or late at night that i got from my family. it always prompt me with questions like 'is somebody die?', 'is someone got sick?'

i can only know from the word 'hello'.

atok passed away in the morning too..i got the news from a phone call.

but thank god mama called just to inform me that she was going to KL till friday because ito had work here. fuhh.... what a pure release!

this feeling, i can never push it away...

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