Do you agree?

Do you agree with me, that a normal person should perasan herself to be beautiful? i can tell by a person's picture taken by oneself. it's ok to find yourself pretty :)

a few closed friends of mine, we do say something about "cantik gak kite ni yek" or "cantik gak aku ni ye :) " and we are proud and we had our laughs.

but the reason i write down this entry is that there is a friend who doesnt share this kind of feeling cantik. i dunno if she doesnt find herself cantik, but i think she does feel pretty but afraid to express something like "cantik gak gambo aku yg ni ye" yet when one of her friends say so, she doesnt go with the flow and i would say unintentionally hurt a little tiny bit of her friend's feeling.

in that case, i found that friend a little abnormal hehehe

i use to friend with people when say something pretty about themselves, the other friends would support and say something like "a'a la....cantik gambo ko yg ni :)" (dgn syarat, gambo tu mmg cantik la hehe) and when i finally met someone who doesnt feel the same way, i am quite shocked. sbb tak pernah jumpa org mcm ni, so my first thought was "rupanya, ade gak org mcm ni"
maybe dia plak rasa aku yg abnormal hehe... :p

so i learn my lesson not to say such things in front of her, but just in front of my other friends
who can accept that kind of praises for themselves.

to me, when you are with your frineds who you trust, you dont feel embarrass to share things that you dont actually disclose to other people. tentang boyfren la, tentang org mcm mana yg dia suka la, their crushes la.. or share sinful gossips to your friends that you know can keep secrets, no telling others.

i have set of friends that i can share with but i think i can tell everything to just one. i feel comfortable to share my perasans or my shames to her. she doesnt make faces and you can tell she is sincere to listen and doesnt judge.