kerana reza salleh...setahun ku tunggu ;p

i knew it about a year ago when i found out that reza salleh is going to perform at DFP 27 June 2011. i said to myself, i want to see him perform.

so after a year of waiting..ewah ;p

the day had come. penantian yg berbaloi...performance yg bagus!

i listen to his songs..i love straciatella the most and then kasih.lain2 tu biasa2 aje. but when he sang that night, i love all his songs. lebih sedap arangement in DFP than the recording itself!

dah la interaction dia dgn penonton cute and funny. dia amik gambar the audience pun, an act that you did not expect from performers. the audience also sporting. mak dia pun sporting ;p

i mean, it is DFP. quite a formal place. lebey dari istana budaya.

i enjoyed very much. fara pun suka.

artis jemputan dia surprisingly semua aku kenal...kalau tak pernah dengar diorang nyanyi pun...i heard the names... sorang jek aku tak kenal...mamat trumpet tu...

lain...liyana fizi, zalila lee, az samad (anak a.samad said).
a.samad said duduk quite dekat dgn kitorang...dekat sampai aku boleh tgk buku ape dia baca hihi the world it is now (lebey kurang la). memang sasterawan negara sungguh...lampu oren2 pun dia baca buku...tak buang masa. lain la the rest of the audience yg waiting the performance to start..tidak membaca ;p.

sebelah aku, this pretty girl yg tgk reza's performace secara solo. ntah2 girlfren reza. tapi taklah...kalau tak...baik duk sebelah bakal mak mentua haha!

ahmad izham omar lagi..

tak de ape yg boleh aku describe pasal dia.. dia memang hebat.
i want to share this link with you...ucapan dia. enjoy!

http://jaithesimpleguy.blogspot.com/2006/05/ahmad-izham-omar.html

today is the last day of may...

I dont quite believe it that we already lived for 31 days in May...cepatnya masa berlalu...5 months in 2011..dan esok hari pertama Jun datang..hhmmm....

agaknya apa rasa orang lahir nama may? (well out of topic, i know) what the heck haha
i found it boring orang2 bernamakan nama bulan ;p

Hillary Swank swing it in Conviction

I watched a movie tonight. it is Conviction. I can add to one of my favourite movie that i dont think i will forget. it is a true story.

I remember that when i was in high school, i watched this movie under dunhill double slot... i did not remember the title, but i remember the storyline..still fresh in my mind. it is about a father who eventually got his son out of jail after several years or many years (that i cant recall ;p)trying very hard to prove his son innocent. when everybody believes his son is guilty, his the only one believes his son is innocent. his son is a drug addict, a thieve and all but when he told his father he is everything but a murderer....he believes all that. that's a father's day story. that movie still stand in my humanity movie category that bid all other true story i guess..in my personal view.

until tonight, Conviction shows the story of a sister who fight for his brother for 18 years to prove he's innocent. 18 years!! now that is a true story! while i watched the movie, my mind started to have this disbelief feeling that there is no way even a family member would do that for a sibling....she gone through a lot. i mean hell of a lot of crazy life. they kind of have each other from they were little til they both got married... they were like anak terbiar category...so they love each other very much.

she visited his brother frequently and she had 2 boys till they got divorced, i guess due to her obsession to release his brother....
they were poor, so no public lawyer care much about a man who moderately bad...keluar masuk balai polis macam perkara biasa to him...

until, his sister decided to study law...that was when her husband disagreed and had enough and got divorce..study for some few years...after gone through much of failing papers..she finally passed the bar exam...then the day has come...she's a lawyer....she became her brother's lawyer and tried to reopen the case.

In 1980s there's no DNA trial...From there, she went through a hassle looking for evidence that was claimed to be destroyed, because the evidence were 16 years old.(the law allow to destroy the evidence after 10 years) she kept calling and insisting and finally went to the evidence place and beg for another search. god is great. she got lucky her brother's evidence still there.

i basically think she sacrificed a lot....i dont think i would do that for my brother...i may do appeal...several times....but not study law and be the lawyer and fight for like 18 years...losing my family...my kids...best i can do is visit and do as many appeals as i got the money....god i am sound evil. but my thinking is seconded by her sons when they said to her mother in a good way that she lost her whole life for this case...even if it is their uncle...they themselves wont think they would do til that far for each other...they would help, but not like their mother....well at least the sons think what i think...so i am normal.

bravo act from hillary swank!

i would wonder, why is it that this kind of act always happen to mat salleh...they would go beyond everything for something even though they lose everything...they are tough people....i dont think melayu is that determined bila jail is involved...we may determined half way....i may not know any kind of that story terjadi for a malaysian....otherwise dah masuk paper... ;p

untuk cinta, ramai jek do this and that but untuk family...would you go through lautan api untuk direnangi?

juara :D

dah lama tak main badminton.. masa kecik2 dulu adalah...i agreed to join my unit's badminton game due to the fact that earlier, the bowling tournament was cancelled sbb kurang participation. so, bila mizi ajak main, aku bg support sbb kesian kalau kene cancel lagi...tp bila hari makin dekat, aku ada rasa nervous lak haha...sbb tak tau main...pernah main pun dah lama...tak tau ape feel dia bila pegang racquet nanti.
so pada hari semalam petang..walau pun main satu game jek....tapi main sungguh2 heheh...
bila dapat feel balik masa practice and warm up time....tiba2 reti main balik haha. so end up aku and kak siren juara beregu haha. what a good feeling to win! walaupun just one game. 3 set. first kami kalah...14-21. then kami bangkit, 21-13, then penentuan... 21-16 kot tak ingat. tp kami menang yeay!! nama tournament pun badminton suka-suka 2011 :) suka sangat! haha

lepas main, tengok karen and da geng lukis mural.... ok, not bad.. rasa di zaman sekolah2 dulu...bak kata en.azizi...srp ;p kitorang ckp spm, pmr. dia kata dia lupa yg kitorang muda2 lagi hehe

p/s hari ini satu badan rasa sengal...dahsyat juga main badminton nih...aku jog pun tak sesengal ini...

giler ape...takkan pernah jumpa kalau nama diberi lain

mana la tau...ada org senasib dgn aku bila cari Nail Harmony dkt area Sunway tak jumpa2, rupanya nama kedai itoo ialah Nail Pia. Ia betul2 di bawah bank rakyat. (this info is for the unfortunate people who have to google to find the exact place when the owner is not pickin' up the phone.)

begitulah nasibku...almost an hour we were looking for the pedi medi shop and thanx to this someone who load it in the internet that Nail Harmony = Nail Pia.

Rupa-rupanya bos dia cuti...i told nad i wanted to write this but i thought i want to share what had happened in detail but hell, bende dah berlalu a few days....so dah tak hangat...so i just sum up with....

we got free mani next time we come :D

p/s tapi kedai dia cantik and cozy..

House of Home

I live in my atok's house for so many years now..ever seen my house burnt down, atok house is a home for my family. although we don't have the say on furniture since it all have been there like forever, not that it occurs to us to rearrange the furniture anyway, besides, we always like atok to have her own idea of rearangging the furniture and we the cucu would be her hands to carry the shelves, the sofa around ;p she had a high taste of interior design, that i must say.

when she passed away, we still maintain our big family together, the house is the rumah pusaka. my mom's sibling maintain it very well and very united although some hiccups along the way, they manage it. my mom's brothers and sisters, i can say they have a good bonding and the sisters especially have the high tolerance in order to keep the cool happening family together.

one day, we have to face the reality that nobody is willing to take care of the house as the sole owner of the house. it is a high maintenance house. to be the caretaker of the house needs money to just maintain it. an old big house is not easy to maintain. everything gets old. the only way is to let go and buy a new smaller house for the family. uncles and aunts are getting older, the reality is what happen if all of them are no longer here and the cucu gonna have to take care of the house..it's like one day, we have to let go. to avoid more complicated in the future, cucu's future, they need to let go of the house.

i always afraid of this decision would eventually come. i knew that this day would come. i just doa it to be delayed. i just doa if one of the family would volunteer to be the caretaker. i even want to collect money from the members of the family up to cucu-cucu to donate, to repaint the house. i am sure to donate since i live in the house too but when i was about to launch the Project Jalan Majidi, my mom said, there is a buyer.

the day had come. i am sad. when the news came, i was in a state of accepting the fact. i am a bit depressed because i found myself crying every now and then. sensitip nye aku rupanya. in fact as i am writing this, tears somehow rolling down my cheeks...selsema dah...

so now it is April...the day is nearing...i dont think i can set my foot in the compound anymore...since mama said that cannot go back to Majidi House anymore..so i guess the key of the house is going to be passed to a new landlord.

i hope that he would roboh the house and build a new house on the land so that i dont imagine him using our bedroom or our living room or any part of the house for that matter.

the reason i am writing this, is a way of espressing myself, to let go of the sadness since i dont have the strength to tell my close friends, sbb nanti nangis...cerita in general pun dah sebak2 to my 2 friends in separate occassion. even my close Muar friend that i first ever told anyone about it is sad about the news. huhu...

that house is not just a house. it is a home to me, to my family, to my aunts and uncles..i am sure everybody has the soft spot in the heart about the house. i am very sure about myself. tahap gaban agaknye sbb aku jenis sayang buang2 barang, so maybe nak 'buang'rumah macam lagi lah kan...

that is the last heirloom in our family yg betul2 valuable...from our atok. although we buy a new house for family gathering, i dont think it would be the same.. almost i guess, but never be the same.

Rumah Jalan Majidi has all the memories...from my grandparents, my mom and her siblings, my siblings, my cousins and the lucky cicit who got the taste of the house.

any house can just be a house but it is hard to find a home.