CarameL

A fine movie from lebanon. All main characters have their own distinctive characters. I like the supporting roles of mr. policeman and old grandma, lily too. they add colours to the movie :)

through the movie, i learnt the lebanese cultures or perhaps arab cultures as general.

P/S Sweet and nice lah movie nih...ala2 rasa caramel :p
Kalau nak tengok something different, this is one of it.

Oh Boy Oh Boy..

There is a boy I met through his writing or should I say blogging.. his writing is somewhat witty and he claimed to have porno element in his writing but I found him to have liking for cursing sometimes. But those porno or curses are just seasoning in blogging but his vocabulary is impressive, even I had to google the words sometimes :) His maturity is quite rare for 'man' kind and for his age, is another wonder. Truth to be told, he caught my attention.

His loves for books are so obvious and the authors of the books are usually the dead people. It’s funny that I have a feeling to actually want to meet a person like him. I mean, he is just a boy who I strongly sense at the age of 20 or 21, I deduce this based on his entries I read so far (what a superb gut-feeling I have :p)

I must admit, he has something that I want in a guy. Most guys I met lack of that very element or is it because I don’t talk too much to them to notice IT or is it because in writing you can think, but when it comes to conversing, it is something else. Or another way of saying it; can someone writing like that be the same when he speaks? What a reasonable doubt.

taste of GREAT movies

i watch selected good movies..and the good ones are the best according to my personal taste of great movies ever since i watch korean/japanese ala2 semasa zaman mmu til now..

For korean all time best movies
1. A moment to remember
2. Daisy

Korean Serial Drama
1. All About Eve
2. Iris

For japanese all time best movies
1. none yet that terpahat in my heart

Japanense Serial Drama
1. Good Luck
2. Antique

these great ones never fail to entertain me or hook me up even if i get the chance to watch for the second time or the third time or ...or... :)

Smack Down

Not to brag or anything, i always good in whatever i do...let say..never been the last place unexpectedly. Therefore i dont know the feeling of being the last.In any event; singing, dancing, running, studying, sports etc. i always perform, for solo or in a group, always being satisfied by at least the average.

But today, when i went for dance class, jazz mania to be exact..i failed totally :(
i mean i luuuvvvv dancing. as much as i am slow in catching up the steps, i never the slowest and in the end i got it.

But this evening i was the loser. this is my personal ranking.i could feel it. it was so obvious the other 5 students could catch up with just 2 demonstrations of each step by the instructor.i failed pathetically.

i admit i am not a pro but like i said 'average' is the lowest in my benchmarking. while i'm typing this, i still feel double stated :( (hope to boost up again my spirit after blogging)

The feeling is so sedih gillerrr! is this how anyone felt in class or competition when he/she is at the last place when he/she knows he/she can do it? no offense, is this how orang yang last dalam class rasa? being crushed?? well, i felt it.

truth to be told, i dont like it :(
i dont like it when the things i like to do, yet i fail to do it successfully.

if bende tu memang tak reti langsung, is expected la. for the things i dunno from zero like swimming, i still can do it when the instructor shows you the style repeatedly (when i say repeatedly...it means more than 3 times..)
That i turn to be a good swimmer.

ada orang sekali tunjuk da ble ingat n hafal the step, i am jenis 10 kali tunjuk baru ble ingat. but the hasil of the perfect step will be the same whether you are fast or slow learner.

i guess macam mengira or mengeja, slow or fast, end up that person can kira 1,2,3 and eja dengan a,b,c at the end of the class.

serius boleh rasa cikgu tu taknak ajar orang yg tak tau basic or slow. i did go for other dancing class and that cikgu will ajar you till you catch up the step, but tonight instructor, she can only teach the pros. i mean she is pro but a pro who cannot teach beginners.

no offense to the instructor, i think i am not her perfect student and she is not my perfect teacher. so i guess, to be positive, i have to find the perfect teacher to teach me dancing perfectly :) (hhmm....boost up balik ke semangat aku? :p)

seeing other people struggling to catch the step is what i used to see, i sympathize for them but never underestimate them, in fact you feel like you want to help them.

i thought i really knew the feeling of people that cannot catch up until i was in their shoes yesterday, it was far from what i imagined.
That moment, i was the one who struggled, people watching me sympathizing. well now i know the looks on people faces, as much as they have sympathy towards us, they will never know the tearing feeling until they feel themselves.

stress seh.. semua org tengok and ko buat tah ape2. giler tak boleh cope and terasa ke'loser'an nye...macam hati di smack down.

(rasa macam tak habis je aku bermadah :D ok lah...i stop here! )