my observation - cerita 'karut' aku

entry ni aku simpan jd draft..sbb aku tak tau nak display ke tak.. tp since da panjang aku karang..aku publish kan saja. fakta ni aku observe sendiri dgn mata aku.. dari dulu hingga sekarang...sehingga aku semacam nampak pattern kebenarannya.

b-e-r-s-i-h

aku suka bersih. orang yg aku kenal yg pembersih sifatnya; antaranya ialah ain, ennie, fara, dian. sepanjang hidupku...bnyk ni je ke? :p hehe

yg bersih tahap par tidak mengotorkan yg lain pun tak ramai...kenal dgn org begini pun sudah cukup gembira. :) dari zaman sekolah sampai skrg. cukup sekadar bersih diri dan barangan sendiri.

tak payah citer tak bersih.. songsang kan saje cerita aku, sudah cukup memberitahu, ramai rupanya below par (dekat mata aku = dekat mata org pembersih yg lain yg aku kenal :) ) kerana standard bersih kami adalah standard.

k-a-i-t m-e-n-g-a-i-t

aku perasan...muka tua selalu berkaitan dgn daya ingatan. muka nampak muda, sbb tak bnyk mengingat and sbb r.a.m ingatan dia hanya utk sementara. lg lupa org itu lagi muda muka dia :D

tp org lupa2 ni kalau kwn lama2 annoy gak haha sbb bende yg patut ingat pun tak boleh ingat :p

tp org yg ingat bnyk bende, rasa2 muka dia agk tua skit..maybe sbb bnyk pk kot. ble pakai ke teori ni :p

since aku orgnye pengingat la juga(not saying i look old though :P) aku akn geram dgn diri aku kalo aku lupa..mcm tak caya mcm mana leh lupa...especially bende yg tak patut lupa..
eventhough dgn diri sendiri da geram/frust nape leh lupa, aku still lg boleh terima kelupaan org lain...tahap empati kene tinggi. sifat lupa tak ble control. tp boleh dikurangkan. kene la tulis to remind yourselves.

apabila kita kwn dgn sang pelupa, lama2 kwn, rasa rimas...sbb keje igtkan diorang je. da pesan suruh tulis pun tak nak. rasa mcm they took it for granted, since diorang tau ada org ble igtkan.

bila da ingatkan, dileceh2kan pula perkara yg perlu disegerakan....why must it happen? da tau pelupa, cpt2 la buat..bila delay...da lupa blk...kwn pun igtkn blk lg skli...then lupa lg...mana tak rimas dgn org mcm ni. the annoyance mmg jadi bukit kalo dikumpul.

w-r-a-p u-p

to find org yg tak suka meleceh n malas mmg susah.. aku rasa malas adalah ibu segala perangai buruk hhhmm ....

bila malas, dia akan meleceh, bila meleceh, secara perasan or tak, org lain kene tolong settlekan utk dia, da jadi take things for granted. kalau da lebih dari 3 kali tu, mmg la mcm sengaja. or does it become habit? what a habit! sampai tak sedar.....hhmmm....

simple examples of their habits are easy and happen in everyday life. (the info are collective from various clean people ) :D
lepas minum tak basuh cwn, lmbt sgt, org lain basuh, sbb sakit mata tgk.
basuh pinggan, hampas tak buang hhmmm...sape nak buat tu...
dont say about buang sampah...lg jauh...u can only count in a year.

in work environment, to get things done, u gonna have to ask another colleague to provide u the info, bila lmbt, last2 org yg mintk tu kene buatkan.

but funny things about these bad traits.... they are nice people. they are kind. but the bad traits can cover up the good things if the portions of the bad traits are to big to ignore huhuhuh

my tolerance is very high...i still can close one eye and make frens with them....it might be tougher living together, but the good traits never fail to cover up the bad habits too :D

some people say... tgk kete pun da tau...bersih ke tak org tu...malas ke tak org tu...
kete kamu bersih ke :p

giler takde citer aku nak citer...jd meleret mcm ni hehe

jadi aku tutup dengan THE END

The One With The Worst Nightmare

....And i thought i had the worst one. Come to think of it, life is a bittersweet experience that once fated on you, you gonna have to go through it triumph or defeat.

Renovation

Day 2

FBI tape


Crime Scene

My work place is where i took this pic. Imagine the renovation just behind that 'solid' wall hehe :)

Renovation

Day 1


The Hurricane

In The Office

ntah la..

"Pesal ko senyap skrg?" i was quite speechless when one of my officemate asked me. i just replied "ko nak ceriakan aku ke?" :p

skit lagi, another colleague dtg, i asked him what PO abbreviated for..he said, purchase order. how about CD? he said laughingly... card distributor...kelako la ko gya.

i know the CD is not compact disc obviously, but i couldn't manage to figure it out that it was card distributor. somehow, he found it funny when i asked nonchalantly. agak2 mcm mana muka aku masa soal tu kan, because he found me kelakar :)

i admit that i am quite a quiet person lately, but not because i change. it's because my surrounding changes. so i am like a cameleon, reciprocates towards the environment.

if people around me talk less, why should i talk more? if people around me share less, why should i terhegeh2 nak share?

i'd given more than enough chances than i should have given, so when i drew the line, it was obvious that i was the one who always took the step of sharing, talking. At the end of the day, the air was silent, i had no heart whatsoever to share stories.

Sharing is for the one who shares too, not for someone taking advantages of friendship. me quite bermadah today :D

i did it!

i did it! well i took the option B( the option that i would not look at as my list of options but then the persuasion and the benefits on me are too good to let go :D) - it took me almost a year to decide and yesterday was the action day.

how i was dragging myself to go and do it, from morning to evening, to cancel it or not to cancel it. haha... at last, i tick my to do list.

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i was hooked up with this book. it had been a long time when i was so into books... This book had made my time lucrative and i could not hands off this book. the feeling is like when i am movie marathon, where i can't do anything and i have to force myself to pause the movie and go do some errands.

i never thought that a book can make me put on hold of every other things that i should do that day, especially the one that i mentioned above...nyaris2 tunda lagi :p
i think i just luv the feeling of how myself so engaged to the book :)