a girl, a wholemeal bun and a cham ice

"tengok girl tu. sian je dia makan sorang"

"tengok budak tu, cool giler makan sorang"

"tengok budak pompuan tu, tak kesah pun makan sorang"

"tengok pompuan tu, shopping solo and cool giler lepak sorang2"

"tengok girl tu, dah la cantik, rileks je makan sorang"

"tak caya ada pompuan yg berani makan sorang. selamba je"

"pompuan tu tak kesah pun org tengok dia makan sorang.dia tak malu pun"

i guess these are the few remarks people make if they see a girl is eating by herself in a cafe.

i mean i do too but i always think that mesti sedey kan makan sorang? but now..i started to look at it on a different angle and the result is always the cool remarks. ok, adalah 1-2 yg remark sedih sbb muka dia nampak sedih mkn sorang. the rest tu muka diorang tak kesah pun makan sorang :)

Dear December

Dear December,
why do you come to see me?
i never notice you before
but few years lately
you always haunting me

Dear December,
why must you remind me of me?
i'm not finish with now yet,
you already knock on the next door
and the next door has a stair
in any other way i cannot keep away

Can i just stay just a little bit longer?
And take a turn on another corner
just round and round and just here

i wish December is longer
feeling the year is longer
so i can feel no barrier
and willingly open the door...

with my heart's content!

Only then i take the stairs excitingly
meeting the new me on January
as readily as ever
flown like a butterfly
and really freely fly


p/s i dont wanna grow up :(

mr photographer

it's human to have changes in liking while growing up. i don't like kuih bingka, i like it now. i don't like telur pindang at all, but i can eat telur pindang now.

i don't ever email people who i dunno who want to make friends with me. i don't reply it either let alone call or give my number.

now the change is the idea of adding new friends through friendster and facebook came along. i am a bit opened.

i found myself being more open and open...trying new things that i opposed in my earlier years..be it with food,colours,clothes. the subject gets heavier..til it comes to relationship with human in general or intimate.

i am a very private person...along the years i am now a private person. the 'very' is fading..i can share more with friends although 'more' to me is not actually 'more' to my friends. believe me friends, i am sharing my emotions and feeling to you more and more without you realizing it. you may say not enough, it is a huge share for me kawan.

even sharing my life in this blog is also a huge consideration everytime i want to post it. every entry i post is an entry that i don't mind people to know.

should i email this person for his nice gesture? if i were in my earlier years, i would definitely reject the idea of doing so without giving a thought. since it happens now, i surprise myself when i am considering the idea of emailing him just to acknowledge his gesture. nothing more. i am opening another inch now.

this guy had the courage to actually came to me and gave the pic he took of me which i think he took it on purpose. how many guys could have done that? not to me especially for i found guys are always intimidated by me. yes..i can feel if a guy is intimidated by me. or is it just me?

i will email for his nice and sweet act. that at least i can do. he better not hope more. good to have more friends though :)



p/s tapi aku suka aaron aziz look alike! :D

go karting @ shah alam

puas main tapi tak dapat masuk final hehe :p mcm2 taktik aku guna kat corner...berpusing pun ada. tapi aku takde langgar2 lah....accident biasa je ada..ada sampai 4 carts.

it was fun if it is for leisure...the event is for race. siap ada 12 minit practise, 12 minit qualifying and the top 16 racers with best lap will go to final. so semua racer macam dah terer...semua laju jek aku tengok. aku da rasa aku laju..tp diorang lagi laju :O

we had lunch and high tea. this kind of event is very well sponsored. i only paid for rm15 and got all these and a t-shirt. piala diorang best la...cantik dan besar...nak jugak! huhu

p/s faiz took pics on podium b4 games...and guess what he won the race! dia amik semua tuah :)

zzzz.. please

hello brain, boleh bg signal kat mata to tido? i know teh tarik force you to eyes wide open, but hey, body said tired..kesian kat dia.

all right..almost ngantuk..(it's working while i'm typing this)

night 3am and good morning 6.30am. i'm gonna be hell tomorrow. mana mau joget lagi...

bla bla bla...my writing gibberish.

over teh tarik chit chat

"ko makan ape tadi? tacos?" tanya aku.
"tacos? taco lah..." kata kwn nih..
"sebab ko mkn bnyk...tacos la...ada 's'" kata aku lagi hehe (at this moment, ayat cover or the word memang valid i dunno)
so aku sambung lagi..."ko makan kat mana?"
kata kwn ni "juscos" :D

bagus! haha gelak besar kitorang...but then a fren said that since makan kat satu tempat jusco je...so no 's' ye hehe