kalau aku femes di langit

statement yg aku suka : "dia tidak terkenal di dunia, tapi dia terkenal di langit"
statement yg aku baca dari sebuah buku.

aku suka bayang, suka bertanya ttg alam lagi satu...tp aku tanya kat diri sendiri...
kalau ko diberi melihat langit, sanggup kah ko tinggal kan perihal dunia. orang yg tgk langit mmg power2 orgnya. ahli suffi, ahli tasauf...kalau tak silap la. kebanyakan org2 sebegini, mesti dunia dia tak berapa indah pakainya...kalau zaman khalifah, baju koyak2, gembala kambing....they totally let go dunia. it must be cantik life in the sky!

utk ke sana, kene ada amalan....sanggup ke buat amalan...aku mcm tak tercapai nak buat. yg sedia ada pun...hhmm...
tp aku suka baca jalan org ke sana. sbb dia bukak minda aku utk berfikir luar dari logic. dari akal.

dia buat aku rasa there is so much more in life.

salah sorang ahli tasauf aku baca tu, kain dlm beg dia masa dia meninggal di khemah perang, adalah kain yg ditenun malaikat. mesti cantik. maka kain itu jadi kapannya.
bayang kan hati nabi dibasuh malaikat, bayangkan ala2 ER manusia...tapi ER malaikat lagi hebat...takde kesan jahitan.

best tau baca bende2 mcm ni. bila dah banyak gossip artis dlm kepala, cerita series/ movies omputih dlm akal, sesekali diri dipenuhkan dgn bacaan mcm ni...rasa mcm ada satu keghairahan nak tau lg. rasa excited.

tapi aku manusia. utk constant sesuatu yg sukar. aku pilih jln bila tergerak nak baca, nak amik tahu...aku cari.

wording dlm cerita mcm ni selalu aku rasa unik. pilihan ayat yg simple but power. i do feel people nowadays...they live in syariat only...i do believe that to do syariat is to know the history, the 'why' behind it...so that when you do it, you do it ikhlas....not just buat sebab disuruh without knowing the beauty behind it. tak salah....aku pun buat jek disuruh...tu yg tertinggal2 ;p

tak salah buat disuruh tanpa faham...kerana kita manusia akhir zaman...kira hebat ape...manusia zaman ni buat ape disuruh tanpa soal demi iman. kira ada iman ape walaupun skit. sbb tu manusia akhir zaman tu special.

org2 ini...diorang buat sbb diorang tau ada ganjarannya...diorang rasa ganjarannya....sbb tu diorang buat dgn ikhlas...sbb ganjarannya mesti beyond your imagination...ibarat mkn aiskirm yg paling best di dunia....tp sbnrnya aiskrim syurga gile2 sedap...tp tak terbayang dek akal. tak pernah tau wujud rasa tu. then how they feel takut to God. mcm kita takut dgn mak abah...they physically takut dgn Allah. how they feel malu, they really feel malu...ibarat tuhan ada di depan mata.


p/s hari ni dah 24 November dah.... next week cuti....see you jb!

bila akhir zaman...

dari sekolah dgr, bila akhir zaman, masa berlalu cepat....masa dulu tak rasa...skrg mmg rasa...tp aku takdelah rasa like 'rasa' you see...

tp one day, bila aku and housemate sedang berdiri kat balcony rumah and we were facing the sun. masa tu nak sunset...seingat aku masa kecik2, nak tgk sunset mmg la payah sbb lama sgt nak tgk matahari tu terbenam....kalau takat 5 minit gi memana ngadap balik matahari tu masih je kat tmpt sama or gerak skit jek.... nak menunggu tu mcm ape je...end up boring trus tak tgk sunset...sbb tak tahan nak tgu....lama.

ok bebalik pada citer...so aku gi la jap mana tah dapur kot...katakan la basuh tangan and ape yg aku buat tu mcm tak sampai 5 minit...tiba2 housemate aku panggil...gya...cpt tgk ni!
igt kan ape lah kan....dia tunjuk matahari tadi yg tgh nak sunset dah takde...padahal 5 minit tak sampai...matahari yg bulat penuh tu dah takde...

masa tu aku rasa cepat gile matahari tu hilang....tak sama masa 20 tahun dulu...hari tu aku 'rasa' masa berlalu. masa berlalu pantas. btul la ni...tanda2 akhir zaman...

ada apa dgn 7777

Satu hari ada kwn aku chat dgn aku citer pasal what happened in his day when he sent his wife to work...dia nmpk...

ada viva masuk parking...plate JY7777
pastu ada myvi belakang dia JLD7777
pastu kat luar ada vios plate SA7777Y
aku rasa arinie ari7777


aku gelak....ckp kat dia jarang2 bende mcm ni berlaku...

kira moment ni dia terpilih utk menyaksikan.

In TIme

When i think that no more new ideas can be turned into movies, along came In Time. Fucking good fresh idea movie. I am so impressed. i was asking, who's the brain behind this idea, this movie.

I thought money still exists in the movie, but hey...time is the currency. how come this movie is not mass promoted? cerita sang vampire pulak promote bagai nak rak hihihih ;p no offence to the fans haha

p/s first time rasa justin timberlake is an actor

macam2 style

aku suka tulis tarikh 30.10.11. kedua suka 30.10.2011.
aku tak suka tulis 30/10/11 atau 30/10/2011.
takde perasaan bila tulis 30 October 2011. ada perasaan skit bila tulis 30 Oct 2011.
lagi style tulis 30Oct2011. rapat-rapat. ada macam bg personaliti pada tarikh itu.

so temanya...aku suka tulis tarikh dgn format ini - 30.10.11 dan 30Oct2011.

temanya lagi..dah sepuluh bulan berlalu dalam tahun dua ribu sebelas ini.

hari ini hari ape?

i went to robinson sales this morning...shop la sket but not the very thing that i had in mind sbb takde plak cadar and comforter set kat robinson...surprisingly! as i walked out from robinson... i saw this iklan yg tertampal di dinding kaca robinson itu...something2 '10% instant rebate'. when i asked the sales person, she asked me to go to customer service which i yg suggest at the first place huhu... bila pergi customer service, i just queue first, then this sales girl tanya nak redeem voucher? i said i saw the iklan of 10% instant rebate, what is that? dgn kata lain...aku layak tak dapat rebate tu huhu...she looked blur...mcm tak pernah tau ada 10% instant rebate tu, padahal merata2 iklan tu...mcm diorang tak pernah tau...so aku tanya, queue ni queue ape...so she said, sape2 yg bli more than rm200, dpt towel and rm300++ dpt something else....so aku like rm100++ aku assume aku tak dpt la...so aku blah...tiba2 akal panjang aku yg lmbt ini tertanya, nape lah tak tanya dia, so saya yg beli rm100++ ni sambil tunjuk resit kat dia dapat ape??? tp aku tgk, queue dah panjang...so malas la kan....sambil terpk2 dpt tak aku patutnya ape2 heheh

cerita kedua hari ini, niat nak jogging membuak2 ptg ni...around 3pm dah hujan2...so towards ptg dah berenti..tp cuaca mendung....but no hujan...so aku pun drive pegi ke tmn desa blakang uma aku...tgh drive, tba2 hujan renyai2...aku masih berharap...so aku trus drive lg, mana tau side sana tak hujan...semakin drive semakin lebat....aku still berdegil hahaha...sambil pk2 kalau hujan jugak kat sana...aku nak steam rambut....akhirnya ternyata hujan...sambil mencari2 parking utk gi buat rambut, hujan mcm stop...adalah setitis dua hehe...so aku gi drive ke tmpt jogging tu jugak....tp kat sana, hujannya 3-4 titik plak.....tp aku nmpk this pakcik bwk anjing ala2 serigala sambil pegang payung bwk anjing nye yg sangat excited nak jejalan dlm hujan....bwk anjing nye jalan....sorang lg pakcik pun sama...bwk payung sambil jln dlm taman tu....dan aku boleh terpk....aku nak kene bwk payung gak ke buat excersice jalan? aku berpk...nak ke aku tergolong dlm kumpulan ittew hahaha....semangat btul....so nasib baik aku tak nak se geng dgn pakcik2 itu haha...so aku patah balik gi buat steam rambut....harga rm60 tp aku puas hati sbb aku dpt buat blow curl hihi :D


p/s dari semlm kul 11.30pm sampai aku tulis ni 9.41pm, bunga api tak henti2 main....smlm lg la....mcm pesta bunga api dari tingkat uma 20 aku....aku mcm tgk event lak...

stagnant moment

My friends at my office are basically the colleagues of the other department at the same floor. ironically, my own department co-workers are just my mere colleagues. A few days lately, my friends have all these workshop and meeting to attend outside the office and the floor was quiet.. i also quite busy this week, still i notice the office was empty.

but today, many returns...and the office alive again but surprisingly i feel the office is empty. the friends back in the office, but they are busy talking about works with each other..they can laugh talking about works together... i dont find it in my line of work, no laughs with my colleagues...my friends' works somehow interrelated to each other, something to share...mine was like, what, 3 people sharing the work and the rest are disconnected from the unit. suddenly i feel takde orang kat office...
maybe because today i am not feeling well so i went back and just work half day..
but i definitely think that i must move on to find a new adventure before i stuck to this cubicle forever..

they will forget me faster than i will forget them... it's human. i see people go out from this company and within a day or 2, people forget, people move on. i just hope they remember me more than 3 days :)