Monday, March 1, 2010

how easy our joy being ripped away by unhappiness

my happiness of getting rm450 in one of my handbag was quickly turn to despair when i found out quite a few minutes later that my HKD1580 was rotten by the anai2. BENCINYA!!
rupa-rupanya our rented apartment is dwelled by termite. lecehnya!
rugi aku beratus-ratus :( hhmm...

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

pabila umur tekaan melebihi umur realiti

lately aku tgk ada eye beg or puffyness and dark circle kat mata aku. huwa! aku tak suka haha... pegi la body shop smlm, tanya sales girl tu pasal mata aku...dia recommend la....ada la aku gurau " da tua da saya" and she asked me " akak, umur berapa?" gatal aku suruh dia teka...dia teka 30 lebih! aaaa!
"umur kita 28, saya nmpk tua ke?" ter cuak lak budak tu ekekekke

slalu nye orang teka umur aku, umur yg muda-muda saje dr umur hakiki....so bila teka terlebih...over the top lak tu, terperanjat gak aku :p

tp kan budak tu, walaupun make up agak tebal, aku nmpk je dark circle kat mata dia haha! (nak juga bg seri dgn budak tu :p)

tp aku justify kenape dia kata begitu...maybe kerana rambut freezy ku haha!

lg satu…aku mmg susah nak terima org pakai contact lense berwarna warni. Kalau grey or dark brown skrg baru aku leh terima, so warna2 terang mcm blue tak ble terima lg. terasa mcm org tu ‘wanna be’ hehe… bukan ape…aku akan terenung anak mata palsu dlm lautan lense biru nye and org tu pun ble terperasan aku tgh teralik melihat matanya. Nmpk pelik la. Macam obvious kepalsuannya.Aku rasa budak sales tu pun ble perasan. Nasib baik aku terbangun dari keasyikan aku yg asyik nak tgk anak matanya :D semacam ada magnet mata2 lense ni dgn aku. Kalau warna2 asli nmpk real skit.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Becoming Jane

Watching Becoming Jane yesterday, somehow triggered me of ordinary questions. How deserving one man's love to another woman? How woman define love, like Jane who fond of wit and wisdom and how the man she awaited could prickle her mind, somewhat par to her level state of mind and soul. Soon she found him, but never could marry him despite the strong attraction but due to financial and never had she met another suitable suitor. Tom Lefroy however, married and to honour their love I presumed, he named his eldest daughter Jane.

I wonder if I, myself will Becoming Jane. I do not like the last part of not tying the knot to someone I love and I never become married and he marries another.

But I do like the part where she met the pursuer that has the worth of intellect and heart she waited for.

At least, these are what I interpret from the movie.
As for what i feel about Jane Austen, the movie prompted me to dig more about this significant female :)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

12 January 2010

I was not celebrating as usual. i thought..why not do something different that day. so, i went for a trip during that point of time. i just spent my time at Disneyland Hong Kong. The cartoon figures and staff greeted me. I read all the wishes in Facebook and sms. i was thinking, quite some wishes i got :p

Apabila mahu melebihi malu

Kadang2 bende yg kita nak buat, kita rasa malu...takut ape orang kata.

ketika itu aku memikirkan ape org pk pasal aku kalau aku buat bende tu. dan aku pun tau apa aku rasa kalau aku buat bende tu. aku mesti rasa sedih. org akan pk kesian bdk itu.

lebih perasaan sedih dari malu kerana aku tau hakikat kenapa aku buat begitu, kerana takde teman.

tapi bila perasaan mahu lebih dari segala-galanya, aku jd excited nak buat bende itu. reason pertama kerana tiket free. reason kedua kerana tak puas tgk sherlock beraksi.

lama sgt tunggu teman2 yg ada, aku jd tak tahan hehe. so esok aku akan tonton solo. tak terpikir langsung ape orang pk nanti.

above all i feel excited and unexpectactly i'm ok with it :D

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

dari JB ke Kuala Lumpur

what worse could happen when you ride a bus apart from accident?
tayar pancit, bas lambat, bas rosak.
well, i found a new one to add to the list. aircond rosak.
i rode a transnational bus plated number 1308.

the driver kept saying the aircond is not rosak but it is so obvious to the passengers that the air cond is rosak. ble tak dia cakap, kalau malam, sejuk..sampai penumpang suruh padam air cond, tp kalau tengah hari, panas skit...kalau hujan baru dia sejuk.

i mean, function air cond memberi kesejukan regardless of panas terik hujan badai right? so apsal lak ada senario kalau tengah hari, kalau malam bla bla

the passengers memang sweat la kan...mcm dkt padang pasir. blower panas je ada. air cond takde. end up our trip to kene bukak emergency rooftop for air ventilation.

big boss taknak bg back up bus sbb driver pegi ckp kat bos on the phone in front of us "tak, tak, air cond tak rosak. mcm biasa."

macam biasa??? come on! aku penah naik bus bnyk kali...i know aircond bus mcm mana.

penumpang mogok dekat macap taknak naik bus, tp solution takde. aku tanya driver, ape solution. dia kata kita tunggu penumpang yg taknak naik tadi tu nak naik ke tak. kalau dia tak nak naik, kita jalan.

!#>$">?!#@$>!#>$@!! what a crazy solution?!!? bodohnye jalan penyelesaian. padan la ko driver :(

after 1 hour waiting, we had no choice but to continue our hot sweating trip to kl.
ada la gak hujan renyai2 masa on da way, but hell mana ble hilang kan rasa panas.

everybody turun bas bila sampai muka masam. no thanks to the driver.

aku ada ckp kat pakcik tu " by right function air cond tak kira siang malam, at least ada rasa sejuk skit"

he replied "itu kata awak. air cond tak rosak."
obviously driver tak tau makna air cond walaupun da bwk setahun bas tu.

The Pester Is Gone

Finally...the pester is no longer bothering me.
Alhamdulillah..