Monday, January 31, 2011

Hari terakhir Januari 2011

bye bye January..
i packed my horsie riding,
eating bubba bubba,
karaoke-ing,
meet a webbie site,
neatly in a capriocorn bag.

good bye January..
when i see you again,
i hope i have more to introduce you,
delight to show you,
and keep it tight in my capricorn bag.

of all the siblings you have,
i luv you the best,
everybody does,
i, most of all...
missing you lots,
missing you great

tata :D

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

silly trauma or not...

that, i can never shove off my shoulder. when i saw my mom's miscall number at 8 in the morning, my body shook. was it bad news? she never call at this point of time.

ever since my father died in early morning even before dawn, i hate all calls in rare times like early morning or late at night that i got from my family. it always prompt me with questions like 'is somebody die?', 'is someone got sick?'

i can only know from the word 'hello'.

atok passed away in the morning too..i got the news from a phone call.

but thank god mama called just to inform me that she was going to KL till friday because ito had work here. fuhh.... what a pure release!

this feeling, i can never push it away...

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Sayang Dr. Salmah

oleh kerana 'accident' ke atas gigi aku berlaku lagi, tak larat rasanya nak tunggu nak balik muar. kesan accident tu, aku begitu conscious bercakap dgn orang, sebab tak nak orang nampak. so far sorang je perasan huhu.

aku memang ada dentist di muar. dari umur 15 tahun aku dah visit dentist ni. namanya dr. salmah. aku tak tau harga kl, tapi aku assume mesti mahal sampai double. so it is expected. so petang tadi jumpa doctor. Dr. halina.

sangat memeranjatkan bila aku dengar harga rm280. terlepas dengan word 'mahalnye!'

dr. halina kata, procedure dia leceh skit. dalam hati aku tanya, ada beza ke treatment dr. salmah?

dr. halina tanya lagi kalau2 aku nak pikir2 dulu. so aku mcm malas nak delaykan bende ni, 3 hari bekerja pun sudah 'menyiksakan':p

so aku buat juga. ternyata treatmentnye sama dengan dr. salmah. sebijik. tapi kenapa dr. salmah boleh charge aku rm50?!!? banyak beza tu! aku balik muar pergi balik rm100 and jumpa dr salmah rm50. aku save rm130 lagi. dr salmah tak pernah charge lebey rm100.

bila aku nak bayar, ada pulak consultation charge rm40. so total rm320!! pergh...! this is like 6 kali ganda for the same f*****g treatment!

dr salmah, lepas buat treatment, dia selalu cuci gigi aku to the extend sampai aku rasa dia buat scaling. tapi dia tak charge. sbb aku tak mintak kot. still tak lebih rm50. mana aku tak sayang dr. salmah!

lagi dr halina tanya mau buat scaling? hello!

then aku saje je tanya berapa, dia kata gigi awk tak teruk, rm120.

tiba kat luar, assistant tu tanya, bila nak buat scaling plak...aku ckp, aku dah ada dentist kat hometown. so, she should get the message that i would do it at my dentist if i want to do scaling.

if i got to replay the decision moment, whether to tahan laman skit with the impaired tooth, would i not do it at halina's and wait til i balik kampung in 2 weeks time? hell no! haha

so aku kira untuk mendapatkan 'aku' kembali sebelum kejadian, harga malu jika hendak ditunggu hari aku balik muar, itulah harganya. rm320.

aku senyum kembali :D

(so aida, jangan comment lelebey haha :p)

Friday, January 14, 2011

Thank You

thank you karen for the gift (a cute smiley flower on my desk).
thank you shu and karen for the volcanic choc (something something..not sure what it is called @ vivo)
thank you huda for the surprise gift on my table (a mug of dinosour eggs choc :p )
thank you FARA for your sincere treat on the aromatherapy massage!
thank you anis and fyrose on the surprise cupcakes in the karaoke room (the birthday song was so terrible, i didnt know that was the birthday song on the screen till you gals sang it :D)
thank you anis, fyrose and fara for the time you spared to share with me on my birthday.
thank you fara for being my cool and fun company when we had our horse riding at de colmar, bukit tinggi.really meant a lot!

these appreciations are for you to know, but most of all, for me to remember :D

12.1.2011 had written some good memoirs :D

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additional thank you for me to remember..
thank you ennie for the shirt. i like it.
thank you MAMA, for the lovely earrings. i put them on for the first time on the night of Pilih Kasih.

dated @ 15 Feb 2011 (Salam Maulidur Rasul)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Indulgence in books

The biggest difference that took on me when i moved from the old apartment to current place would be the time i spend on reading. My former roomie, she was like a bookworm. she loves book. so the good hobby is contagious. i too, love to read. Book under the bed, book under a pillow, book in the shelves. most books are hers. mine? of course there were my shares too, but not as much as jaja would invest it.

Yesterday, A friend of mine had persuaded me to go for futsal this afternoon. I did not want to go. I did not want to play. but ended up agreed to it as long as she would fetch me at home.

Today, as planned she should fetch me. I may know her a little that her time judgment is a bit off. So i expected that she should be late. she called that a traffic was quite heavy at ampang area. My prediction was right. she already late.

but i did not expect that she wanted me drive to the office and she would fetch me there. i told her yesterday that the futsal place would be the same distance from office or from my home. futsal is not even in my agenda today, but as a friend, i don't mind accompany her, not that i am planning doing anything today. Having said that, if i were to go to the office, i didn't think i would go, she said she would go straight to the place. I was stunned. Really? i mean whose idea of asking me going for futsal? who insist me to go? and because of the traffic, she failed to be a good friend.

did it not occur to her that i have ready? i had dressed on time. ok, although dressing up on time is just a t-shirt and a pair of jean, still i am dressed to the occasion :p i dont mad, i just never thought that there are people like this. therefore, i am astounded. i am speechless.

But that does not mean, i cannot go out. i mean, i have dressed. so i decided to go to ampcorp mall. i wanted to go to the bookstore and buy this cake. i spent more than 1 hour in the bookstore and got 2 books for my long-lost hobby of reading. i spent 1 and a half hour to be exact :)

i didnt realise how much i miss words and words and words...going solo makes your shopping at your own pace. so i lost track of time. when i went out from the store, i felt good. i felt a rush of satisfaction. it has been a long time from the last time i really spent my time on books. i forgot how it feels haha :D

funny how i bought books that i didn't dwell much time in. the books that i flipped the most, would then will not be my choice of buying. but through a few flips, i felt connected to this 2 books. I know Neil Gaiman style of writing. Jaja introduced me with this author. My favourite would be 'The graveyard book'. i decided to buy 'Fragile Things: Short fictions & Wonders'. His writing is usually dark and wit but not sure what this book would serve.

the other book is something i want to try to read.'A week at the airport: A Heathrow diary'. never try this author. the name is Alain De Botton. i chose this book because it reminds me of 'The Terminal'. Tom Hanks was in it. so i may look at an airport in another view. how intrigued.

sure i bought the cakes and just drove straight home. it has been more than 2 years since moving out..so, can you imagine how i truly miss my old habit? sure, i read some. i even borrowed from jaja's a few sometimes. (her 'Mr. Darcy's Diary' is still with me) i just miss my time in bookstore and read my books :))

come to think of it, i should thank my friend for not picking me up to accompany her for futsal. True, fate has its own way of fitting in among human agenda. If i were to go to futsal, i would not be discovering the long lost feeling of indulging myself for books :D

for that, i thank you Friend.

bila nak jugak buat new post hihi..

nelinda, nelinda here i come,
to seek you, to see you
now i find you.

'what is up?' says you
did you hear it? did you hear it?
that someone's put a bet
on nyra's coming gig
her hands on her guitar will be
one night of a star

'good news, good news!'
what bet is all about? ask you, ask you

some rumour says it that
some people will pull the plug
nyra's act comes to flat and boo-hoo noise will serenade

'can't we stop them?'
nelinda starts to freak
her friend is indeed in need
her rescue hand indeed

we come to counteract
the sabotaging plan
nyra's gig would be the night
of all the woundrous night!


this is an example of blair waldorf would do for serena van der woodsen. the blair character is... something.

inilah hasilnye...

Sunday, January 2, 2011

.3 idiots.

i wanted to watch 3 idiots for quite some time, and the other day i watched it. One of the great Hindi movies, that i am sure. should have watched earlier. it is not commercial movie like khabi kushi or kuch kuch hota hai.. it is more like ghajini.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

1.1.11

the eve of new year celebration in muar is as expected. the wind at marina bay is so breezy! sejuknye..

1 January 2011

hoping to live wonderfully in this year with unexpected positive outcomes and merrier :D

and feel the touch of magic life could offer.

Feliz año nuevo!